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2012-02-12T12:50:00.002+08:00

No need ignore me until like that uhs ?
it feels like i did something wrong like that !
i still remember you told me that ,
being close doesnt mean have to text/talk everyday ..
But .. after that i didnt text youu anymore..
then of cos there's a time i text you to chat for awhile after a long time ..
but can u dun ignore marhhs !
you keep ignoring me that at times , i dun feel like texting you anymore ..
WHY ?! Becos i know you wont reply .. and for that i shouldnt even call youu ..

2012-01-23T18:14:00.002+08:00

in a week time , it gonna be 1 month ive been working with Sentosa Office !! :)
anyway last week was fun week .
and ive finally know who is Mx cousin , Claryn .
its like stupid manxs . the 1st time she came to my department ,
idk who is she , and she was looking fr angela .
Seeing her face , it looks similar in fb . But i thought i must be wrong .
2nd time seeing her , was lunch time . We tompang Their van .
Sat behind her , and im still thinking who is she .
then saw her smile is really similar in the photo .
then when going down the van ..
Tadaa .. I am right !! i saw that name tag on her !
urgh dumb me ..
Claryn and her department had some meeting at cafe down thr .
So Me Hamdi 2ndDirector and Manager took Yellow line bus back office .
And so dumb , we waited at Taxi point there . Then we saw the bus , We flagged for it .
Then the driver point to the bus stop . Then we was like , laughing . and run towards the bus ..
from Tanjong cafe to office was 1 stop . Then 2ndDirector and manager was like " Stop here ?"
and me Hamdi said " Ya ! The office so big Infront , cannot see ? " LOL !
super funny lorh theyy ..
last week was really great .
had fun at work ..
Waiting for next week ..
Cant wait for USS btw !
And im still thinking what to buy for minghwee uhhs ...
gonna withdraw money once pay is in ! argh !

2012-01-15T18:11:00.002+08:00

Just Edit photos and uploaded photos :))
busy working noww .. but of cos not as busy as last yr ..
work so far was okay ..
but just one thing , i want at least someone accompany me during work ..
they dunwan hire my friend as long im willing to continue ... haiss ..crapp ..
lets see how long can i survive .
but what for sure , this gonna be the longest one ..
Working at sentosa not too bad actually ..
got pros and cons of coss ..
anyway ystd went out with liyana ..
and at night went out with family , aunties and cousins ..
Photos are being uploaded on fb ..
Took a few good shot . like it manxs ..
and basicly we got home at 3am in the morning ..
and so i woke up at 12pm++ today ..
AHAHAHH !
real tiredd ..
tmrw working .. Hmmm ...
Need to think what present to buy soon ..

we've been so closee ..

2011-12-28T19:31:00.002+08:00

dadada ..
back to post again .
boredd muchh ..
being jobless is sooo boreddde !!!!!
bored to death !!
anwyay , my job as a wrapper ended ..
it was a great experience . great work place . great colleagues ..
it may be tiring esp when christmas around the corner ,
but well , together as a colleagues we've made it ..
how busy it was , how big the item is , we can do it ..
anwyay on the last day of work , which on 25dec(christmas day) ,
i was in morning shift .
daddy brought back his work van alrd :)) hehehs ..
so mummy daddy sister came to ps wait for me to fetch me .
went to suntec .
had dinner at BaliThai .
then bought groceries at suntec carrefour .
and got customer as me question cos i was in uniform and didnt take out tag .
although i wear cardigan yet ..
Embarassed only ..
then drove to marina barrage .
took photo at the water there ..
then went home ..
it was 10+ or 11+ by thenn ..

monday was suppose to go WWW .
but jie got motor practical .
sians .
so went shopping with yuki instead ..
went bugis .
shop 2 tops .
hard time ..
had dinner at LJS .
then walked to PS then to Fareast plaza .
LOL .
and took 105 to Serangoon then 101 .

tuesday once again go out ..
Meet Madeline at orchard .
Yuki followed too ..
go Taka to submit timesheet . then mrt-ed to promenade to go suntec .
to return tag and uniform .
and madeline went home ..
Me and yuki took train back to Serangoon ..
had lunch there .
and sat down at where we had lunch for hours ..
then went to Baskin Basket ? was damn tiredddddddd ....
then watched movie - We bought a Zoo .
Nice !
then saw minghwee uhs !
was shocked !
LOL !
i should believe you . Ahah .
accomapanied her wait for bus ..
then Yuki ask me follow her go dinner with Chakka , Jieyi and Joseph .
they keep want me goo ..
so yea .. despite the tiredness i still went ..
took 105 to fareast . slept in bus ..
and started to see ppl i know at there ..
at 1st , i saw Sinyee . 2nd i saw Lettitia . 3rd i saw Yong Hui(colleague)
walk around at fareast to wait Chakka to fetch us ..
Soon they arrived .
drove to Esplanade . had dinner at MakanSutra .
Then drove to plaza sing .. drank starbucks there ..
then drove to Orchard Park Suite Hotel to meet Thuya .
He just came back from Myanmar . still the same old him .
Ahahhas !
Suprisingly he still rmbr my name . though we are not closed
and never met for a year ever since N lvl results !
Ahahas .
left the hotel abt 11.30 i thinkk ..
send Joseph home 1st . Followed by me & yuki .
i reached home just nice 11.59pm !! hehehes ...

and today WWW plan was canceled . well whatever .
i slept quite long .. infact i keep sleeping ..
sleep too long headache . Eat alrd still headache . so back to sleep and wake up still headache .
NOW also still headache ! wthh ..
haiss ..
dk what to doo ..
headache headache . pls go away cann ????
u make my head very very painnn yknww !!!!!!!!!!!

2011-12-23T22:43:00.002+08:00

Today was morning shift !
So i am home early .
tot of overtime but well nvmm ..
my pay is in . Happpy :)
But need pay sis back cos she paid for me all the gift i bought for my friendss first ..
so there goes my payy .. Sadded part .
today morning shift with Danish uhs ..
He damn noisyyyyy !! like Juke Box !! Annoying Fellow .
Buy funny ! Ahahhas . he has been always enlightened the mood during work !
Didnt went lunch tgt , we went seperately .
okay . Lets talk about my Solo morning shift on tuesday .
it was disaster ! crappy muchhh !
So unlucky . im the one who solo morning shift and need to wrap alot of things !
arghh .. Pissed me off .. What pissed me off most , is on the thursday , which is ytd .
I was so flustered by the long queue and those big item customers want to wrap .
and know what , We even have to wrap a bicycle ! Rubbbish !!
we wasted 15 wrapping papers for stupid bicycle ..
and that Carrefour keep say dun have tape !! wth !
when going to 10pm , we ran out of tape .
and i run up and down to find supervisor .
but useless only .. then one of the supervisor Thana came down with tape
after one of the delivery counter aunty help me call them .
but the tape is being used one , so left abit only .
so no point.
and we closed booth late once again !
hmmmm ..
the next main post is about My off day(wednesday).
Went out as usual . Went out with Mingxuan&Liyana .
went to hortpark&henderson wave .
fun,tired . Like an adventurous ppl !
But i was lost ! which cause them to be lost too ..
im so sorry ..
didnt expect there is some stupid closed area .
hmmm ..
but well we did managed to reach our destination .
hurhur ..
and was so tired taking photos at Henderson wave ! ahaha !
running here and thr !
LOL .
Took cab from henderson wave to harbourfront .
went to sis office to get the gift that i bought for Liyana ! :))
And im so glad she like it !!
hehs ..
ohhh yeaaa .. I also bought Beats Earpiece !! Happy muchh :)
train back home ..
Mingxuan alighted at Kovan .
While me and Liyana alighted at Hougang .
had dinner at Qiji . And bussed home tgt :)
and thats for Wednesday .
And im done ..
LOL .
Byes .

2011-12-16T00:18:00.002+08:00

lets start from tuesday !
Tuesday morning shift alone . was damn sian .
No customer . quite slack .. and that Mingxuan called when im having work !
Answered phone quietly .
Agreed with her to go for Richard marx concert . LOL .
since i mroning shift and end work at 6pm .
Work wasnt that bad on that day .
Took circle line to stadium to meet her thrr ..
Hmmmm felt weird ..
i couldnt find myself somehoww ..
Had dinner at BK .
changed my uniform . good thing got extra cloth in my bag .
walked to indoor stadium .
Concert was great ! Richard voice are so nice to hear ..
And it was kinda cold . But yeaa ..
Im just so kind to lend my jacket to people .
end about 10plus ..
Took circle line to serangoon and took 109 home :)

Wednesday , Work was slacking at first .
But when going to end work , was packed .
Like damn .
LOL .
But nvmm .

Thursday , which is today ..
yeaa .. my off day again ..
Was suppose to be going out with mingxuan , but since
we got no idea whr to go , so never go out lorhs .
10plus morning went out from home to go orchard .
To give my timesheet to The recruit express ..
then slowly walked to PS while waiting for mingxuan msg ..
but she still sleeping . bought bread and walk around carrefour round and round .
until that pig replied ..
bought chocolate and milk ..
accompany madeline thr and help her wrap some present ..
then went subway to buy cookies for mx .
Took NEL to serangoon then took 109 to mx house .
yeaa .. just sit down watch tv ..
5pm went home . sat for 10 min , go out again to Nex with yuki
to watch movie ..
Had texas chicken for dinner .
Movie was great !
:)) Home after that ..

I simply cannot wait for Next thursday !! Weeeeee ...
okaypkay .. I shld go sleep soon .

2011-12-13T00:12:00.001+08:00

3rd week of work ! Oh great ! 1 more week to go .. At least this time i keep wanting to go to work . Lol ! Not too badd .. 25dec will be the end . Then die agn must find other job !! Mehhh !!! Hell .. 28nov to 30nov was away from home for jas bday . Was great i guess though i feel awkward ... Hmmm ... Hate that awkwardness .. Bt nvm . . Last thursday which my off day , finally went out with minghwee after for dunno how many years we hvnt go out with each other ! Again i felt awkward talking to her . Whats more whennonly me n her alone tgt . Watch movie at the cathay . Watched alrd famous ! Great show ! And i cried . Ahahah !! Well .. Now we drifting apart agn .. Bt yea .. Shall nt think too much .. Infact drifting apart from eerybodyyy .... Haas .. Okayy .. I shall go sleep soon . Engb for the day . Night ..

2011-11-27T12:28:00.003+08:00

Its already the 27th of November ..
Almost end to December ..
Fast uhhs ..
Hmm .. Everything was fine i guess ?
Shedding lesser tears alrd , which is a good thing ..
More Smile on my facee ..
Has been going out almost every single day ?
Tiring because ive been walking frm one place to another place ..

24/11/11 - Prom Night
Was totally awesome !
Abit reluctant to do make up , wear dress to meet my friends ..
but heyy , after the prom night , im kind of confident abit ..
People was shocked to see me .. Bt yeaa ..
Even when i was at home after wear dress n make up done by Cousin ,
looking at the mirror , i couldnt believe im dressing that way with make up .
but looking at me being different , i think it is not so bad after all !
Somehow liking it abit ..
Took cab to eastella house , and her uncle drove us to Airport .
met Ryan&Wanting at CoffeeBean.
slack . and started walking in to the hotel .
Seeing all my friends .. Saw some of their shock face seeing me ..
was kind of shy meeting people ... :X
the MC was great . the bad thing about prom is that ,
the food isnt that nicee ..
Hmmm .. but nevermind , it is still awesome night !
After The Prom , Take photos with friends .. before the prom start , also take photos .
And i finally want take photo with people can !
I really dont want miss this chance , i really scared i couldnt meet those ppl anymore
when we seperate ! esp those very close one ..
Took alot of photo With minghwee uhhs ..
She so funny .. she so nervous that , she forgot to wear all the accessaries .
Ahaha ! And i got blame for not Texting her to remind her ! LOLL !
regreted not bring DSLR ! I wish i can rewind the time can ?!
Then sister is so kind , offer me if want her fetch me anot . LOL .
So agreed , cos dunwan trouble daddy ..
So waited for her and her boyfie !
Mingxuan and Ubaidah tompang Also !
finally homed after a long dayy ...
talk on the phone awhile .. and went to sleep ...

the next day also went out .. hmmm ..

Saturday went airport terminal 3 with mum sis aunty and cousins ..
Went i was there , i wish our prom night is happening at that moment !!
geeezz ..
Had Mac at there ..
like finally i can eat something for that day !!
it was alrd almost to 11pm , we decided to take cab home !
so yeaa ..
Reached home , talk on the phone again ...
Went to sleep after that ..

And today ..
i dun i am going out , though was suppose tooooo ..

tomorrow is Monday ...
having Chalet for Jasmine's Birthday ..
So most likely i wont be home on Monday tuesday and will be back on wednesday.
Provided if everything go smoothly yea ?
Gonna stay over there ..
Im super broke .
Only left with 9bucks !!!
Like wth !!
damn ..

hmmmm .. okayy .. shall post other day ...

2011-11-20T18:49:00.001+08:00

I hope things are more fine now ... At least after trusting more , it could ease me ... Anyway bought all prom stuff .. Abit regret buying prom ticket .. Damn . Cant find work .. Hais .. Tmrw tp rawks . Dunno if i shld go anot ... Hmmm .. Well well well ..

2011-11-13T19:05:00.001+08:00

Had an outing with clique n fengrong n kinminn .. Was great and a long day with themmm !! First went to marina sq fr seoul grden . Lunch was great .. Walked to helix bridge . Went to marina bay sands walk arnd .. Bussed to dhoby ghaut . Played arcade .. Ryan tay went hm first . Walked to cathay .. Had starbucks thr ! Hehs . And it was alrd 7 plus ... Walked to plaza sing . Then walked to somerset then to orchard ion to send eastella n nani thr .. So left with me wanting chowwing fengrong kinwee kinminn .. Walked to far east next !! The guys had dinner at kfc then after tat The guys accompany us to see some nice prom dress .. It was alrdv late .. Then mrted home to serangoon then took 109 hm then chnged to 325 . Was home at 11.45pm !! Omg .. Was out for more than 12 hour !!! Saturday did nth much .. At night webt grandpa hse .. Reach thr .. We sit dwn awhile . Then me n jie go tamp mall . Walkwalk while waiting fr cousin finish work .. Went to mc cafe .. Eat cake n frappe .. Reach back grandpa hse abt 10.45 pm .. 11.30 took cab home .. N soon went to sleep ... Yeahh !! Tmrw last ppr !! N maybe going to ..... Or maybe on 15 then .. Shall see if gt lot of ppl anot bahs .. Wonder what it turn out like .. Abit scared leyyyy !!!!! Prom is next week !! Like wth .. Thats fast !!! 19 gonna shop for prom stuffs .. Haaas .. This wk i think bit bz . Bt nt that bz bahs .. All bo free ... Good lorhs . Sians ..

2011-11-12T00:17:00.001+08:00

Distance means nothing when someone means everything ... Okayyys , ive learnt it .. This friendship make me learnn alot alot .. I will continue to trust youu ..

2011-11-10T23:19:00.003+08:00

seriously i am so maddd !!
really really really really mad !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ishkkk !!
really !!
grrrrrrr !!!!!!!!!
i shouldnt know it !!
Seriously , it makes me really angryyy nowwww !!!!!

really , i am nothing now . just a back upp .

2011-11-10T21:19:00.002+08:00

If only i am busy like this after O ,
it would be great !!
haiss ..
tiredd muchhh todayy ..
Malay paper wasnt that bad .
but paper 1 EOY is Tougher than MidY ...
during the paper , had a stomach cramp !
since ytd .. sians .. nvr happened but well ..
but now so much better :)))
after school , ended up following themm ...
hmmm .. Went mac to wait for nani ,
but wanting and eastella want to eat ..
so eat .
Sheemay so funny when she see mee ..
LOL .
after that when to nex , took 101 .
like 1st time we had a girls outing .
LOL .
walk and walk to search for Kinwee's present ..
But ... Nothing we bought .
Decided to go Compass after that ..
went there .. keep searching again ..
and finally .. tadaa ! we bought a wallet for him ..
well .. actually i wanted to customise a keychain with our clique photo ..
hmmm but nvmm ,..
Bussed home ..
start to update Mingxuan itouch ..
then 7+ went out againn ..
took bus to compass , to print our clique photo ..
bussed to Mingxuan house to pass the itouchh ..
walked to ave 8 .. NTUC thr dun have the thousand island that mummy want ...
Strolled to Green .. then home ...
and now i feel like my leg gonna drop off real sooon !!
so tireddddddd !! Think cannot really slp today sia !!

TOMORROW IS 11/11/11 ! AHAHAH !
and i will sure see 11:11 .
Should i go ??
arghh ..dunoo ...
anyway , 14/15 are coming sooon ..
really scared !! what will i be ?
hmmm ...

2011-11-09T20:02:00.004+08:00

i wonder if you will read this ..
but i know someday you will ..
few days before i promised myself
not to msg you until ive find out ..
but after i made my promised , u replied ..
i dunno if i should reply or not ..
i took long time to thinkk if i should or not ..
and i broke my promised n replied youu .
you really hate me that you ignored my msg ..
let me admit , i lied ..
i said i didnt make any wishes during by birthday ..
actually i did .
i did made 3 wishes that is important to me ..
1) I wished my family would be a better family .
2) I wished my friends and I will get good results for O
3) i wished after my birthday our friendship will be fine
and after o we will have fun .

will my last wish ive made will come true ??
when its alrd in this kind of situation .
im trying my best to fix it , but it just get worst n worsen .
there's so many things i want to ask and say ..
but i dunno how to ask and say ..
sometimes i wonder why i treasure this friendship more that the other 4 .
although being friends with each other made us
hurt,suffer,angry n many more .
we did endured ...
after so much hardships we went through ..
just to let you know ,
no matter what will happen ,
i will and i will continue to treat you the same way n treasure you ..
even if the way you treat me may be different ,
and i know its already different ..
i wish i would know what am i nowww ...
i cant believe it , that you ask ur other friends to go eat or go out with you ,
but you never even ask me ...
that day i saw ur tweet , i purposely msg n tot u will ask ,
but you didnt ..
i tot you will bother to ask me , even if i am not free ... i was wrong ..
i tot 15 you will be free , thinking of going out ..
too bad for me you arent free ..
haiss ..
1 year has passed ..
you've became a friend that i really important to me ..
pretty and bad memories i had ..
but i will still call it awesome even if the bad was more than the good ..
everytime i read the 8th month letter ,
i dunno why , i jsut feel angry and wished to tear it apart ...
if you forget what you wrote , nevermind ...
you will know if you see the letter ..
hmm ..
i really really really hope
everything will go back the same way it doo after o ...
though u may reply my msg ..
but still ...
i really miss having a great laugh tgt , going out tgt ,
having long conversation otp , you keep nagging at me
and all those great timeeee we had ..
i really wish it will happen once again ..
hope you will at least make urself free for a day ...
Believe in me once more ? its been so hard for me to regain ur trust back ..
probably we should talk things out when time is rightt bahhs ...
haiss ..
i dunno what will happen after o ,
but im hoping for a good thing to happen ..
after o , lets have fun again ?? hmm
i shall go and studyy now ..

2011-11-07T15:57:00.001+08:00

O lvl gonna end . But im not excited . No idea what work should i find . Mummy ask me work as promoter cos her friend finding ppl . Hmmm .. Im nt ready yet ley .. Waiting fr 15 or 16 .. Its a change time . Bt skali i regret .. Ahaha .. Without knowing , i think its me who have changed to another kind of ppl ..

2011-11-07T01:18:00.004+08:00

Dear someone,
you're no longer someone i used to know ..
to me you've changed ..
i dont know who you are now ,
i couldnt understand youu ..
the way you treat and talk to me are so different ..
i dont know whyy ..
and it made me to talk differently too
simply because i dont know how to reply you already ..
it feel like everything i did was wrong ,
and never be right .
and i continue to accept that fact ..
it really feels like you trying to make me hate you ttm .
i can still remember that you msn me that !!
let me let you know ,
its hard for me to hate you ttm .
I may dislike people but not hate !
i soon couldnt bear with it ..
a smurf laughter usually works to make me laugh ,
but it became a tears after i laughed for few seconds .. When will u start to nag again ? Lol .

2011-11-06T22:45:00.003+08:00

I really hate the feeling of being ignored by ppl now !! It make me realised hw other ppl feel when i ignore them . But ehy , im nt bad to ignore ppl ley .. Excpt for him lar smetimes .. Oh shut . Why am i remembering him nw .. Okay clear my mind ! N finally ive stop thinking abt u even u sit infront infront me during exam n hear ur voice .. Hehs . I shall just think of one person now only .. I wonder what should i get for you .. I wanted to customise that for you .. But it does nt contain our full clique .. But almost full ... Cant wait for friday ! Got outing , having seoul garden n maybe go othr place . Marina bay sands ? Idkk .. Excited . It will be fun !!

2011-11-05T23:16:00.001+08:00

I dunno what happening now ... Im trying to assume this n that to make me thing positive .. I dislike to read that letter , bcos it hurts more .. I shall write everth out on little bk sooon .. Anw tmrw raya . Hmm

2011-11-04T22:49:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i feel like im being treated like a toy ... Thats hurts , what more if youre close to them .. And im so sorrry for everything ... Hmmm .,

2011-10-29T21:17:00.001+08:00

A year knowing . Started off at a pond . Happy 12th .

2011-10-28T00:16:00.001+08:00

ITS SIMPLY FREAKInG HuRTFUL ! HAve you ever thought how it was ? Every single things i put the blame on me even i know i shouldnt ... Goodbyee ..

2011-10-25T23:23:00.002+08:00

damn . im not studying again !
stupid cockcroach !
arghhh ..
nvm , shall try study laterr ..
Today woke up late !
was late .
was suppose to reach 8.30 at hg mrt then 9 atfarrer park .
But i woke up at 8.30 instead . Like wthh ..
Quickly showered and out .
Met Eastella at hg then mrt-ed to farrer park .
Meet kinwee and Fengrong .
studied at mac . had mac breakfast 1st .
did math .
then Kinwee and Fengrond abandoned us at mac ,
they went Seoul garden . chicken .
then they are back .
soon , we went Timezone play .
Then homee ..
in the bus , i smelt chicken rice . damn nicee ..
Craving for it .
Homed , and told mummy to ask sister buy chicken rice at kovan ,
that i ate last thurs .
N=Muahahas . ! tuition start .
Stress muchh . Then showered and eat chicken rice .
and when i want throw , saw stupid cockcroach.
wthh ..
irritating .
ystd really make me like cant sleep properly . Bcos of cockcroach ,
mummy sleep in our room , 3 person squeeze in 1 bed .
HOT ! im in the center . 5plus am daddy is back .
so mummy also leave the room .
so me and jie finally can occupy the bed !
and most importantly i can sleep comfortably !
LOL .

felt guilty that i didnt do much for math ..
haiss .
Last year , i everyday do math even my results was good !
but this year , result aint good , but im lazy to do math !!
uh sianss . Im nt interested in math alrd like thatt .....

2011-10-24T22:00:00.001+08:00

Should i post or should i not .. Haiss .. Well nvm , see how .. Tday first paper . Hmmm .. Not so bad bt not so good too . Anyway its over . Gooodbye english . 1 subject down . 8 more subject to go !! Jy everybody !! N now im lazy to study math . Abit tired todayy after paper . Had dinner with clique today at kfc . Gonna study with them tmrww .. :)) byeee blog . I love diary lol !

2011-10-02T11:30:00.003+08:00

Shall post awhile before start doing homework and study abitt .
Gotten back my results .
Not so bad i guess .
I thought i will faill everything ..
But i managed to pass everyth ,
but of cos , l1b4/emb3 still more than 20 .
counted as nt too badd . there still room for improvement ..
C.Science and Math are still far away from my target ..
Wayy too farr ..
Where's my A and B for that ? Still no improvement .
hate it muchh .. after many practices , it just remain the samee .
at least POA this time , i did better .. infact can do much more better .
C.Human was miracle ..
i tot i will just fail it . SS i passed bcos my essay part(a) did well enough .
nvr get 11/12 fr essay . maybe bcos this time , i wrote a good conclusion .
i shouldnt skip SBQ last part if nt i can just pass .
math and science , i should just STOP making carelesss mistakee !
even tutor say , i can do the questions , but just my careless mistake are everywhr .
and previous post , i mention at least a c6 for math will do ,
and ta-daa . i really got c6 , just niceeee ! 50 50
:)
Okayy , im not happy with that actually .
all my c6 grade , is 50 50 .
mehhhs .
Kill myselff sooon .

English , B4 -2
Math , A2 - 4
C.Science , B3 -2
C.Human , B4 -2
POA , A2 -1

Ohh manxs .. IM doubting so to get this gradeeee ..

starting to overnightt to study ..
Tuesday didnt sleep at all ..
well only at 5+ then sleep .
jie also never sleep , so at least some one accompanying me ..
bt after that day , i couldnt overnightt too longg ..
dead tiredd .. planning to study at midnightt .
shall see howw .
Anyway yesterday went to Punggol end to find that clam ??
whatever it called larh horhhs ..
b4 going , i sleep 1stt .
woke up .
showered .. and suddenly mummy ask randomly ,
" who else is going ? " i say " no more lorhs , us onlyy "
and she say your that friend lerh .
I was like wth againn ..
and straight away say she nt free lar .
Manxs ..
I shall make new friends soooon !
LOL .
uhhh , kay larr . Shall go study noww ..
busy everyday ..
I got new diary :)))) Ehehes .

dun ever take me for granted ..

2011-09-26T22:53:00.003+08:00

Since im alrd on computer now ,
I shall jsut continue post abt my dinner .
and additional post abt Outing at pasir ris park with Liyana'Clumsy and mingxuan .
Had My Birthday dinner @ Swensens at Compass
with Mum , sis , EC and Mingxuan .
It was a belated dinner cos i told mummy to go on tue instead of mon
bcos i need study fr Physics .
and suprisingly , mummy even allow me to invite my friend to join ,
Ahahahs , purposely ask . Was shocked .
well alrd asked mum , so just ask the friend then .
After Exam had Lunch in sch with mx ,
went her house and waited for her .
Tired and wanted to go hm badly at that time .
waited and i feel like falling asleep .
3+ like that reached my house .
trying to get a short nap while she using laptop .
5pm showered and off to compass .
Met them thr .
and i eat like that damn alot !!!
well , there is like 2 ppl ( EC , mx ) that i dun usually eat alot infront of them .
But im doing so .
mummy bought this firehouse birthday icecream .
get to blow another candle , bt well , didnt make any wishes .
:((
and just hoping the wish/wishes will come true pls !
finish dinner abt 8+ i thinkk .
damn freaking full with all sort of food in my stomach at that time !
got lagsagne , baked rice , spaghetti , Rib eye? , soup , ice cream ?!
Ahaha , Ec was suprised that i eat alot ,
but im still like that . dosent grow fat . LOL
Took bus home after that :))
Okay then idk what happen ..

uhh what now ?
Hmmm ..
Kay , Friday went Pasir ris park with Mx and Liyana .
the 2nd time go out tgt in September .
one b4 prelim , one after prelim .
as usual i have to bring DSLR along .
LOL .
as first i just wanted to cancel it ,
i had no school on that day , since no paper ,
bt early in the mrning , wasnt feeling that well ,
Vomitted out my food i ate on previous night !
feels sick , and aftr vomitting , was tired and went to sleep .
till 9+ or 1o+ ? frgt .
abt 11.30 went out , go green buy poncho .
Bus to sch bustop .
waited for mx .
took 88 , met liyana in the bus .
went whitesand 1st .
walked to pasir ris park .
rented the bike .
cheap . phewww ..
at 1st was suppose to ride double with mx ,
but then , hmmm . dk why and up to riding single .
mehh ...
got to see horsey again !
LOL !
but smelly :(
ride to Playground , and we play playground fr abt 20mins .
childhood stuff .
and im still scared of swing still !!!
then continue riding to one to another end .
pasir ris too small , nt fun to ridee !
aftr 2h riding , return bck the bike .
walked slowly to playground agn ,
playy againnn ..
till 5+pm ..
and went back whitesand .
and i felt sinful on that day ,
im eating at a place that is not 100% halal , pepperlunch !
LOL .
but it was nice . and it make me want to eat again !
mx uhs ! Bring me to thr again and let me eat again ! :((
took bus homee , went Point to buy chilli 1st .
and then idk what happen .
everyth i frgt liaoo .
both of the outing with them i enjoyed .
well well well ...
bt since liyana going to start schh , i guess i dun think i can meet up w her frequent .
well , nvm . every yr , thr is at least one day we could at least spent time tgt outside :))
mehh . Alrightt . im donee !

gonna fail prelim badly once again .
studying chemistry , but i couldnt really concentrate .
kept thinking abt my math .
I know its horrible , bt im dying to know .
Hais . but when teacher want to give out ,
i dunwanna see it . Ahahas .
Just let me see c6 is alrd enough .
that c6 will give me more confident that i can do it .
if tmrw i see a d7 below , well , u will see me crying once again .
whats more , math is the first 3 period ..
sighedd ..

2011-09-21T23:12:00.002+08:00

okayy . decided to post ..
hmmm .. but got might be very long :((
anyway , september was somehow was awesomee !
but september not over yet , bt it still awesome .
18 had hari raya open house , 19 my 17th birthday , 20 Birthday Dinner @ swensen compass !
l0ong day on the 18th .
jasmine came 1st , followed by eastella , surya , wanting , mingxuan .
and idkk whose next .
jas , eastella , surya , wanting left 1st ..
so many relatives come ..
crowdedd .
then afternn standard friends who always come finally came.
keep taking picturee ..
mingxuan was being called almost all the time to take picture .
the paparazzi for the day and adik . had so muchh fun ..
about 10 they leftt .
send them homee .. then took bus home .
by time reach hm was almost 11 . and im dead tired .
poa not studied .
showered . and see the book awhile dunwan liaoo ..
and starts to received birthday wishes , so phone was noisyy , ringing and ringing non stop.
LOL .
slept abt 2+ .
and woke up late for sch !
manxs .
and i dun feel like going at 1st .
but im guai , i did go .
the poa quite managable :) phewww .
at least my day is not so bad , bcos i dun feel bad about poa paper !!
and i had an awesome birthday surprise which was NG MING XUAN idea !
out of all my years im schooling ,
this the only year i feel something touch me .
i never had this kind of surprise b4 .
and what more , this was planned by my friends .
at least this time i feel 19 september is not a normal day .

Mingxuan told me not to wake her .
but she cheat me , end up she wake by herself and go out to get ready fr the surprise .
i was clueless .
after poa paper , saw her msg and she ask me stay in school wait for her while she go bath .
i was damn tiredd , and wanna sleep . and she make me stayy all bymyselff !
all my friends left me .
and im still cluelesss .
waited in school like idiott .
and she called and say , meet at my house instead after making me waitt !!
and i missed the damn bus !
as i was going to go up the stairs ,
they started to sing bitrhday song for me .
I from very tired bcome fresh , i got shocked .
and all my friends who left my alone in school , actually was theree .
and even those last time schoolmate was thr .
how smart is mingxuan to call my close friends ,
appreciated that much yknow .
that ng ming xuan idea who made me waited in school ,
is to so that my friends can take the bus 1st b4 i take or to prevent me taking same bus as them .
was angryy . but well , after the thing .. hmm .. its okays .
i understand .
made my wish , blew the candle off , cut the cake .
only 1 thing that was epic . the smashing time .
instead of smashing onto my face , the cake fly at my wooden door !
LOL . ahahah .
went in my house .
they left 1st except fr mx and liyana :)
we had lunch after that at Arnold .
LOL . went mall after that with liyana , Mx went home .
bought new slipper .
home . i frgt what i did then .
Amalina came to pass me my present .
Sis came back , she gave me a huge box .
and it was all SHINee stuff ! Thank you , i knw its expensive , it cost about 50+++ or 60+ or more
at night then start to study , didnt study much though for physics .
hmmm . was very tiredd .
thenn ..
okayy . forget it , shall continue tmrw after school :)
will continue the dinner part tmrw .

mingxuan liyana wanting eastella amalina allen kinwee chowwing fengrong ,
thank you much for the surprise .
the stairs had bcome a memories for me .

2011-09-05T13:46:00.002+08:00

everyth went quite well at first ..
but day by day it got worst ..
i dunno what its happening now ..
why it turn up that way ..
i dunwanna blame anything , anyone ..
i really dunno what to do to make things alright .
whatever i do , it just be worst or remain the same ..
in a few more days , i will just reach the max .
i have never given up , bcos i believe things would goes well in the future .

2011-08-29T05:42:00.002+08:00

Hectic mOnth .. Went through up and down , be it friendshp stuff or studies . Rather tired at times enduring it .. Hari raya is tmrw . Hari raya mood is here and my studymood disappear .. Howhowhow . Haiss .. Anyway happy 10th :) its 10month Past ! And weve been through lots n lots of things !!! Bad ones and gOod ones .. But im sorry if most of the time is the bad ones . But hey, thegood one is pretty good . Quite memorable. At least this month wasnt so bad . Quite alot of gd time happen . Had a good laughter for a day which can cover up my unhappiness fr a moment . Knwing u fr that amount of months , i still dunoo you well enough . Thr is thng u still dunno abt me or i know abt you .. non of us really did share thngs out to one another abt it . Ohhh i just realised this post wasnt suppose to be here !! Mehmeh . Nvm i lazy copy to notes . In advanced , selamat hAri raya :)

2011-08-29T02:23:00.002+08:00

Its going to 2.30am in the morning !!
and im totally not asleep yett .
ehehe ..
after post shall diee ..
blog is dead for quite a long time ..
Recent friday was very fun ..
had such a great time at my housee after school .
waited for mx in school and went her house wait fr her shower .
have to wait quite long ..
went point bought a few things for mummy .
bussed home . get changed and started do kuih uhs !
mummy prepared for me the dough 1st .
did My fav sarang semut(Ants nest) .
at first was awkward with mummy around when my friend is around too ..
But it get better ..
cant do cookie with mingxuan uhs .
i end up get shoot by her . so most of the thing , is she do .
bcos if i do cnfirm get shoot . Sarang semut was done !
wanted do other cookie , but then she wanna hellp mummy with the dunno what thingy .
so yeaa .. finish everyth abt 6++pm .
She had dinner at my house . Nasi lemak :)
im amazed with her eating with hand jus like us .
well not me only lar , even my family also amazed .
mummy say she like our GodDaughter ! Ahahas !
mummy seem quite happy with this friend .. hmmm ..
mummy and sis starved(?) her with many kuih . LOL .
Nice oneee . Fat :) 8+pm accompanied her point bustop wait for her mum .
bought my file and homey .
The next day went out about 12pm . Walked to ave 8 .
waited for mingxuan again .
wanted to go study in the first place .
well , pity her , she want go her grandma house instead . so yeaa ..
went thr with her .
arghh awkward ! idk what to do .
Xingwen so cute lorhh ! ahahs . Then her mum and bro came .
Mehh .. haiss .. did my math bit bit . walked to xinmin pri then bussed to mall .
bought my high heel :DD
weeee ..
okayokay . its 3.07 !
Goooodnight ppl . tmrw morning i post .

2011-08-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

tiredd tiredd ...
yesterday lesson was as usuall .
after school went to Kovan with Fengrong and Kinwee :)
took 112 to Kovan for Bowling once again ..
as we were walking there , i was damn moodless
and not to playy .. i was quiet and they know thr is smth nt right ..
well , when i watching them play i tried to be happy
and pretend nothing happen ..
when they gonna play the 3rd game ,
i went off .. homee .. showered and off too Point .
went mac to study .
while waiting fr the rest .
saw Sinyee at there .. LOL
talk and play Ipodtouch with her ..
then Mx , jasmine , yuri finally came !
left mac about 10pm ..
walked home ..
when i was on the phone , i fall asleep !!
Omg ! This was worst than time ..
i only awake and realised im asleep 2h later !
todayy was suppose to study with eastella in school .
but i woke at 8.50 when im suppose to be in by 9am .
then saw my msg frm her say she tired ..
dissapointed .. at the same time , thr is msg from yuki ,
ask me want go study in the afternn , agreed .
showered and go school myself .. did all my math hmwk .
finish do work , was playing touchy .
then mx camee abt 12 after her lesson .
1.30pm walk off from school , wanting to go point to meet yuki ,
then received msg frm yuki .. and again it dissapoint me .
ppl always ask me want go study anot ,
then they end up canceling it .
so end up walkingg with Mx to her grandma house ..
then took 101 home frm thr ..
home , slacked and sleep .
then break fast .. and here i am infront of lappy .
freaking lazy to do workk ..
i shall do work tmrw morningg ..

2011-08-11T00:02:00.002+08:00

Shall use touchy to post . Had quite a long holidayyy :) was slacking almost everyday . Lol . Saturday went grandma hse , break fast thr . Sunday , break fast at grandpa house . Monday had school national day celebration . Kinwee ask me go bowling w them . After sch quickly rush hm change pants while they wait fr me at kovan . Met kinwee, fengrong,ryantay at bowling alley ... Was a great game . Played 3 round . The 2nd round , kinwee suggested whoever lOse have to treat . So its ryantay who have tooo ! I have improved in bowl the ball :) lol . Went hougang point aftr that . Then bussed to compass . Walkwalk home . Bought uncle tony waffle :) ahahaha . Break fast . Tuesday national day . Had tuition at abt 1O .30 . 12.30 end . Slack . Then start doing math paper 1 . Break fast . Quickly prepare n bussed to geylang w mum n sis . Bought our first day clothes alrd :) thr hot !!! Took taxi hm at abt 11.30pm . Msn awhile n sleeepppp . Sch holiday today . Abt 11am started to do my hmwk . Manage glue myself on the chair until 10+pm . Tireddddd muchhhhh .. Tomorrow thursday . I hate thursday , though we cme sch late but still dislike the subject on that day... Okayyy . Enough fr todayy .

2011-08-07T05:30:00.002+08:00

Just finish my breakfast :)
Full muchh ..
everyday after eating proper dinner im digging for chocolate .
i love that expensive chocolatee !!
it cost mummy 15USD , and i ate it all alone and not sharing ..
If only its not fasting month , i can eat that chocolate when im downn ..
mehh .. i cant find the exact flavour and size in singapore :(
Lidth choc are awesome !

Mr ang is sooo good . he said to remind him to give the present on the friday
and we thought the " present" was more papers due next week .
but he just too nice ..
the present is postponed the 3 due papers next week to next next week .
but still .... my holidayy so manyy hmwk .
math paper .. Gonna flunk my freaking test ..
Gonna flunk my Prelim papers tooooooo i guess ...
I just hope i can usee 100% of my brain during prelim .
I realised , i never once used 100% of my braincell ..
there still abt 10% in my brain which can make a diff in my results .
Prelim clashing with my birthday again !!!
ARGHH !!
but nvm .. its POA ..
Last year i wanting my Open house 1 to 3 days b4 my birthday ..
and now , when mummy decided to do on 18th Sep ,
im not looking forward to it ..
and i dunnwan it to be 1 day b4 my birthday ..
Probably this year nt gonna invite alot of friends ..
Probably only the closest oneeee ...
well .. i hope this year , the person will comee ..
just hopee .... not tooo much hope .. esp when there is exam ..

Yesterday went to Grandma house to break fast theree ..
abt 5 i went out alone to mall . Return my book and walk walk awhile .
abt 6 took 27 to grandma house , meet them there ..
i ate handmade burger , chicken rice , mee siam , spagghetti ..
FULL . b4 i started to eat all that ,
everybody was eating dates , then againnn ..
grandma say why nvr eating dates , i looked downn ..
thr she goes sayingg .. those stuff . lucky this yearr she never forced me to eat it !
last year i was forced by her , yes i ate it , after chew a bit i threw it out :X
after breaking fast ,
me and jie walk to rivervale mall .
went to daiso .
bought quite a few things ..
we 8pm reached daiso , we come out at 9pm.
went back to grandma house .
abt 940pm , took taxi homee ..
watched tv ..
fall asleep abt 11.35pm half way textingg ..
thenn suddenly 1+ am was awakee ..
replied text , and few sec later my phone ring again ..
i tot everybody was deadd but nvr ley .
closed my eyes and wake up every single time my phone ring .
2+ am finally go backk to my own worlddd .
going grandpa house today to break fast :D

I must learn and force myself to
PAUSE . THINK . ACT !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2011-08-06T21:47:00.004+08:00

Shall sleep early todayy and rest my brainn ..
just feel exhaustedd ..
enough for todayy or maybe enough for this month ..
welll ... endure endure endure ...
whatever you say todayy , i accept itt ..
im wrongg once again ..

i feel like whatever happen last year seems to be few months ago only ..
hmmm ..
until i dun event know which event happen last year or this year ..
in a few months later , new year come ..
2011 is like sooooooo fastt !!
sitting for o level soon .. when i think i took n level like 3 or 4 months ago ..

2011-08-06T15:37:00.002+08:00

You dun even trust me ..
how hurt was thatt ..
if you dun even trust me ,
then what is our friendship mean ?!
i lied alot of times to you , yes i lied !!
But at least u know i lied and i admit i lied to you !!
I even say sorry !
you dun trust me anymore , bcos i lied to you many times ..
i knowww .
but whyy ... but whyy you have to treat me that way in the first placeee ..
it hurts me moreee after sooooooo manyyy thingg happenn ..
and this is what u said to mee ...
whyy whyyy !!!
after so muchh hard timee to treasure this friendship ..
this wat u saidd ..
i thought i could regain your trust ,
but im wrong again ..
whatever i did for all this time , its like for nothingg ..
NOTHING !!!!!!
i trusted ur words , i trusted youu evenn whatever happenn ..
i treasure it alot but ....
now i feel tiredd oncee againn ...

2011-07-30T23:07:00.002+08:00

At point mac now with liyana and mx :) had quite a great time at marina platform . Took so many photo w liyana .. Oh idiot . But its been 5 years since the last time i took photo with her :) ahaha . Shall go hm soon and post photos on fb when free

2011-07-27T22:16:00.002+08:00

its beeen a long time since i post .. LOL
many things happen , good and bad ..
well , but im still good i guesss .. still can endure ..
wanted to go for SHINee concert , but now ?
haiss .. i spent that money on ____ .. yeaaa ..
that was suppose to be used for the damn freaking tickett !!!
haiss ..
finally and slowly , i think ive found a friend that i can call a true friendd ..

Its wednesdayy ..
todayy night study was funn .
Every time its Wednesday , thr will be 4 of us ,
me kinwee wan ting nani , it will be damn fun .
we will justt laugh and laugh while doing work :))
today cant get my Choc Meltz . bought Cinammon Melts insteadd .
quite nice thoughh .. Sweeet .
Met Aini in school ! Omg , i was speechless when i see her ..
Really miss herr , hugged her .. I hope will see her around this Sat during Preview .
i miss those funn time we spent . she looks still the same .
just as cool and funny person ! :D
anw , soon house gonna be quiet and maybe creepy tooo ??
Mummy Daddy going Bali tmrw .
Wanting to send them off to airport ,
im gonna take MC tmrww :)
only tmrw i will do thatt .. Ahahas .
So in the morning instead going sch , shall go polyclinic .
then home and off to airport .
then shall go pasir ris frm thr and go school i guess ?
I pray daddy mummy will have a safe journey to there
and come back to singapore safely this Sunday ..
and also hope they have funn ..
gonnna miss them lots .
so in the house , will only have me and sis .
jie ask me if i wanna follow her eat at nex with her collegue(?) since no one will be at home ..
nice of her .. well , shall see how firstt ..

i have my limit .. so plss dun try ..

2011-07-03T13:04:00.002+08:00

Shall post awhile bahhs ..

was very very very busy the first week .

this coming week gonna be busy tooo ..

haaas ..

This week keep staying back for ncc and discuss things with Kenneth .

go home late also . reached home do homeworkk ..

POA forever ..

Saturday went school to do homework with eastella .

Left bit of POA .

read through Chemistry notes ystd night .

Gonna do math TYS and Study for Chem / Physics .

Having tuition tmrw instead .

Ask Tutor to go thru with me the chapter before

Phys and chem Diagnostic test on this coming Tuesday ..

Next week Wed Thurs need stay back for POA ..

Tuesday stay back to take DT chem .

Fri MT O level Oral ..

i wonder if i am going to be very very very busyy all the wayy ..

I think if this carry on , i willk get tired half way before O lvl ..

Well , shall not stop working hardd !

Anyway Last friday was NCC day ,

glad everything goes quite well ..

Was nervous during the pledge till i say too fast :/

but ppl say im brave enough , bcos at least i dare to go up the podium and face everybody :)

hmmm ..

Okayy enoughh .

Byes ~~

i read through it , and i think its nt only refer to me ..

2011-06-25T02:13:00.003+08:00

Using touchy to post now .. Busy during the day . Suppose to do hmwk but end up rushing other things .. Nevermind though . Underline all the points fr summary today .. Im so lazy today . Haas , okay good night people .

[editted]

forget to say , today mingxuan birthday.
ahas , happy 16th birthday. :)
Mx, i just admit things that i shouldnt even..
sigh..

2011-06-24T00:00:00.002+08:00

im totally out of moood ...
whatever that i do in processing , i guess i shall stopp ..
it really makes me dun feel like doing it anymore ..
i scared it will be waste of my effort doinggg all sooo ..
I feel like i want to diee noww .. noww ..
If only im not scared of the knife ,
i would have take the knife and stab myself at this damn fcking time !!
I dun get it , why ever since i stepped in secondary school ,
my life bcome so torturous !
every year there is things happpeningg .. and im experiencing alot of things that i hate mostt ...
and this i regrett ..
i regret coming this school , i regret going sec 5 , and i regret for whatever i did now and before ..
you know , I actually wanted to make this
Promise to you and have this BIG consequences if i fail to do soo .
but i shall not ...

2011-06-21T17:41:00.002+08:00

Its the last week of holidayy ..
ohh great ..
Hmwk not done . Didnt really study except during tuition ..
uhhs pathetic .. DEAD . damn deadd ..
Yesterday didnt do muchh .. infact this week im very free .. No plans ..
stayed home ystd ..
Yuki came my house about 5 ?
Watched Movie .. While i make salad fr myself ..
6+plus she left ..
Had dinner at uncle tony with mummy & sis :))
Again no waffle :((
Went home .. Rest awhile and started to do poa hmwk ..
slept quite latee .. hmmm ..
today went school for Chemistry lesson which starts at 11am ..
Mdm Radza was latee .. Didnt learn anything muchh thoughh ..
since that chapter she teaching , tutor tought me alrd .. end about almost 1pm
Had lunch at Point Mac with mingxuan after that ..
stayed thr quite long .. from 1 like that till 4 ?
hmmm .. Walked home ... and now im tiredd ..
dun feel like doingg hmwk now .. Urghhh ...
and i havent thought about the thing yet ..
No ideaaaa at all ... geezz .. Haiss ..
Goodbyes ~

there we go againn ... treating each another like a stranger ..

2011-06-20T00:36:00.002+08:00

Quite a boring weekend ..
Hmmm ..
Yesterday didnt go school to study becos i woke up quite latee ..
whatever i do on friday , somehow really make me veryy tiredd !!
even if on that day i only walk walk walk ,and bake ..
In the aftrnn went Nex , Vivo and harbourfront centre with Mummy , Aunty , Cousin ..
reached hm abt 9+ ?
today morning again woke upp late ..
I guess just walking around cann really really make me veryy tiredd !!
woke up almost 11am !!
blablablabla .. abt 3+ Yuki came to lend me the iphone eject key ..she asked me to go out study w her ..so she went home 1st .. while i go eat my Crab and showered .. went to CP together to do hmwkk ..went burgerking ..good place to do work too ..
8.40 reached home ..
then awhile more went for dinner with family ..
didnt go uncle tony :( went mama shop ..
i today craving for many food ..
awhile i feel like eating dumpling , awhile i feel like eating Waffle , awhile i wanna eat this and that lar .. shall continue doo poa tmrww :)
im getting hang of it againn ..
Goodbyees ~

2011-06-17T23:30:00.003+08:00

Onew !

Lets start of with ystd .. Hmmm .. it was thursday ystd . .had NCC training in the morning ..
Woke up late .. Somehow it was on purpose .. Ahahas ..
Reached school abt 9am ..
Trained the sec 1's , then about 11am had rehearsal for parade ..
there is a Change in the position ..
instead of me being the Platoon comander , kena be Pledge taker ..
That was really horrible .
For once i thought i couldnt do it , and want to give up .. With their support i manage to do ..
and now all i have to do is to practice and believe in myself !
Went Point after training and home .. in the aftrnn had nap till eveining ..
slept about 1am ++ .
Today is Friday ..Woke up bit too late ..9+ woke up , ate my breakfast that mummy bought for me .. Prepare all the things for the baking .. Went out abt 12pm and bussed to Tampines ..
Walk and walk and walk around tampines mall while waiting for Mingxuan ..
She was late .. Oh very latee .. Ahahah ! nevermindd larr .. waited patiently , Meet herr ..
She had a hard time deciding what bag to buy .. Mrt-ed to Paya lebar and change to circleLine .
Went to Marina platform to collect The NDP ticket .
Went city hall to go back hougang , which was like 4pm ?
reached my house about 4.50pm ?
Rushed to do cookie ..
but end up still slow .. but nvmm
1st time my cookie was a failure . Mx , dun blame urself , blame me , i put the butter too muchh .. She left my house almost to 8pm . LOL . Its so rare to have my friend stay in my house until so late Except during Open house lar .. and what more when she is there , she saw all my family .. i had a good time todayy .. Mummy thought she was Allen ! Ahahahs ! Bcos Daddy thought she was Allen tooo .. Just bcos she looks like Philliphine ppl .. mummy do ask quite lots of question on that time .. I was like speechless when she ask why we know each other ! mehh ... walked her home and as usual i walk back myself , thats pathetic .. showered and watch drama .. and waited for mummy and sis to come back with Uncle tony food :D going school tomorrow for studyy ..
haiss .. Byes ~

2011-06-15T20:07:00.003+08:00

Jong againn .. Too much jong ..

My leg is like damn freaking tired !

need massage after finish posting .

I would say that today was rather a good day ..

Had funn though ..

Took 109 to serangoon , meet mx in bus ..

Thenn met Jasmine at Circle line station .

Went to Kallang for ice skating ..

Finally im skating again ..

Did laugh alot alot alot ..

i think , today is the day where i laugh the most for out of all the days in 2011 !

i think i like laugh non stop at that moment ..

seeing mx reaction really make me laughh ..

Laugh till my stomach pain :X

Feel like she like bit like queen lehh !

its like we help her do the shoelace blablabla ..

I tot today i would fell down ..

But i didnt . instead Mingxuan fall down :D

and i think she is really dangerous !

She like nowadays like will accidentally hit my face ?!

Bought coffee bean todayy .. Then went to pastamania for lunch !

Again ..

and ordered same thing again !

spent 30dlr today .

hais ..

*heart pain*

Nevermind its okayy ..

Went tampines after that ..

walk here and there ..

and took 72 home :)

Okay , massage chair here i come !!

2011-06-15T00:11:00.002+08:00

Jong again ...

Today finally can wake up late .
Like finally ?
woke up at abt 11am .
did pudding ,
fail fail fail ..
oh whatever ..
Liyana came over after her school ends ..
Chat2 till 7+ .
She accompanied me go Guardian to Buy Charcoal med.
Walk her home ..
and blablabla .
go or dun go tmrw ?
geeeze ..
must wake up early again !!
Mehh ..
im going crazyy everytime need wake up early !!! :@
Urghh ..
Goodnight , byes ~

Dun wait until its too late to tell someone how much you love them , how much you care for them because once they are gone , no matter how loud you shout and cry , they will never hear you and come back to you anymore ...

2011-06-13T16:20:00.003+08:00

Yeeepee !! Finish my Secret garden Drama .

Awesome :D

arhh ,, didnt expect to have damn diarrheoa !!

Keep need go toilet !

had tuition at 9am todayy ..

As usual ,

Im like half dead during tuition ..

Ahahsa .

end at 11.

watch secret garden

till 1+

Showered and went to mingxuan house to take medicine ..

reaching thr ,

ran to point for toilet ..

i rather have a fever than this sickness !!!

mehhs ~

home , had lunchh ..

and continue my secret gardenn !

okayy , i shall go eat that charcoal medicine !

b4 someone ..... :)

Need to recover soon ..

im gonna believe you whatever you say ..

though it may not be the truth ..

im trying my best not to get angry ..

2011-06-13T00:52:00.002+08:00

Everything was alright ystd(12/6)
Only that wasnt feeling well in the noon
so i slept for few hours .
went for Amalina Brother wedding ,
its only under my block plus ,
im quite close to her family so need goo .
went for awhile and home ..
in the evening went out to Giant ..
Bought groceries and cab home as usuall ..
tomorrow having tuition in the morning ..
Oh sians wake up early again ..
usually holiday i will wake up late ,
but this holidays seems to be very busy for me
and everyday need wake up early !
ahhh .. whatever ..
Goodnight !

Grr grr ,,
i really hate when youre not telling me a thing !
geeez !
i wanna knock my head instead !!

2011-06-11T22:09:00.005+08:00

Have been watchingg Secret Garden nowadays .

LOL

great show ..

Had NCC training today .Im like finally in No.4 uniform ! woke up at 7am , Damn Tiredd , couldnt even wake up . was suppose to be waking up at 6.20 but end up 7 .. reached at 8am .. I tot really will rehearse .. but end up ?so was quite slacking ..

10+ meet mingxuan , borrowed umbrella from Guard .

hmph .

got my agar2 ! :DD

Thank you mingxuan ! goody goody ..im forever loving the taste of it ..

after that continue see them train ..and almost lose my voice .. Shouted at the part A's And somemore on that time it was raining heavily .. and that Clement ... nevermind .. end at 12 . played table tennis with kenneth till 1pm , since its raining .. was suppose to meet yuki ,since she need my help fr math .but end up canceled since she is tired ..so went home .watch tv awhile ..and sat on massage chair , fall asleep and so took pillow and sleep at living rm .tired much .from 2 till 5+ i thinkk ?didnt know im that tired either ..its been quite a long time since im taking a nap during the day ..

tmrw going Amalina Brother Wedding i guess ?

hmmm .. what should i wear ? its just under my blk only ..

hais ..

Byes~

really good of you ..

whatever happen this few weeks ,

was just a temporary ..

*claps*

it will forever will not be permanent ..

Im stupidd indeed ..

but i wun say this and saying you ..

i will try to understand this ..

2011-06-10T23:11:00.002+08:00

Jongkey :)

Today was very tiredd ..

couldnt and lazy to wake up for tuition !!

9am wake up ,

showered and make the bed ..

then fixed my table tennis bat ,

while waiting for tutor ..

had lesson ..

So tiring , kept yawing and yawning all the wayy ..

end tuition abt 12.15 ,

and quickly get changed and out to meet liyana .

walked to 925 near school .

played table tennis 1st ..

then went 2plus stopped and went to point buy bubble tea .

then we went mingxuan house ,

did nothing but talking and playing touchy ..

stayed there until 4 ?

LOL . from 3.30pm want go off but end up 4 .

played Badminton ,

goshh , my badminton sucks alrd ..

too much table tennis ><

went mini mart bought Bandung :))

still remember our primary sch time ,

like to buy bandung and then Burst it .

LOL

reaching to liyana house ,

we saw a new table tennis table .

cant resist to play ..

Ahahs ..

played till 6.40pm !

went home ..

showered and waiting for mummy call ..

but never and she reached home ..

she ask me buy uncle tony instead but i dunwan bcos lazyy ..

as i watching my Youtube ,

i suddenly feel headache and wanna vomit ,

and i know im hungry ..

decided to go uncle tony and pack home ..

and had my dinner !

whole day neh eat a thing ..

tomorrow having ncc training ..

omg , im gonna be in full uniform AGAIN !

idk when was the last time im in uniform no.4

Ahahas .

need come at 8am ,

i wonder if i can wake up ..

i doubt so :(

mehhs ~

going to mac to teach Yuki math after training ..

haiss .. Looks like im busy again tmrw i guess ..

Ohh byes ~

2011-06-09T20:48:00.003+08:00

Key :)

Boring day still ..
hais , no matter who come im still bored at homee ..
garhh !
today bought mac breakfast ,
went Nani house pass her homework ,
went Point and waited Mx under her void deck ,
almost fall asleep ><
Took bus to my house ..
Its a horror to have a her in my house ,
I think , one day everyth will be exposed !!
fb and twitter kena spam by her !
Mingxuan uhs , thank you very muchh uhhs ..
you this dumpling !
:D
and obviously previous post not by me also ..
hmph !
I wanna have a revenge with you pls :)
Or i wun have a weird mood !
uhh , Jokingg , will not have weird mood even if u let me have revenge .
4+pm left home ..
walked to Monfort there to take 101 .
had Dinner tgt at Coffee shop ,
It feels weird to have dinner there ,
bcos i wun eat that kind of place if im with my friend ?
esp chinese friends ..
Nevermind ..
I wasted my money cos i couldnt even finish my food .
1st time i waste alot alot ..
i like only eat 1/4 of it ..
walked to her tuition centre and went home ..
managed to walk from Kovan to home :D
Good achievement !
infact ystd also gd achievement '
Okay enough for todayy .
Meeting Liyana tmrw :)
byes ~

you changed very fast ..
idk whyy ..
you was okay that time ..
But since ystd youve been so cold towards me again ..
is this how you treat me ?!
you need me , you used me , you treat me well ..
you dun need me , you throw me one corner ?
what am i to you ?! a rubbish bin ?!

2011-06-09T16:13:00.002+08:00

blog invaded!!! hahahah!!!
i feel so boringggg!!!
mehmehh..
hhahaha, imma veri bored. dun rage when u see this.
hahas. and dun delete this pls.
hahahs. boys over flower playing nw. ((:

2011-06-09T00:11:00.002+08:00

im very tiredd now ..
very tiredd today ..
have been out whole dayy
all by myself ..
went town again ,
this the 3rd time in a row going town !!!
mon , tue , wed[tdy] all town area
have been walking alot from one place to another place ...
was home about 10+ pm ,
went out of house about 1 ?
:O
out of 3 or 4 presents ,
i only managed to find 2 of it !
-.-
only done buying Nani and Fiqin present
PATHETIC .
Whole of this week busy ..
arhh ..
i hope sunday free ..
mehh ~

Byes~

2011-06-07T19:09:00.002+08:00

Jong :)

Just came back homee few minutes agoo ..
as i said went out with minghwee todayy ..
and how idiot when she didnt wake up ..
i keep text but no reply ..
then 12pm need meet at serangoon , bt yet she nvr reply ..
in the bus otw there, called her ..
was lucky enough that the bus just reached kovan ,
alighted and walk to her house ..
And i succeeded to walk alone from kovan to her house
w/out her guiding me ! :D
was lost actually ..
but i remember the way by seeing how the road looks like ? LOL
dun really like go private house area ,
so ...
was sweating by thenn ..
didnt want to go in her house ,
bcos her cute doggy was there ..
so waited at her house swing ..
waited for her bath and prepared ,
off to Raffle City > Marina Square ..
had her lunch and yoshinoya ..
againn , i watched her eat only ..
couldnt find her last item , bag .
she wanted to go clarke quay buy sticky ,
but she say go Plaza sing > Clarke quay .
bought her bag at plaza .
and the person give very very very big nice carrier ..
-.- end up i must help her hold ..
great ..
Treat her Sticky ,
since she spent everything of her money .
LOL
and mrt-ed back home ..
Too lazyy to walkk her homee ..
shall get new flats soon to replace my this tight onee
okay enough for the day :)

im happy enough for todayy ..

2011-06-07T00:11:00.002+08:00

Movie today :D
Insidious ..
great horror movie !
i think its not worth for me watching movie ,
bcos its like everyth i can get ,
maybe thats why i dun really like to go cinema ...

tomorrow going out again !
with minghwee :)
wonder if i can really can shop if im with youu ..
was suppose to go shopping with liyana on fri ,
since she is the only person im very cmfortable to shop with ,
but seems like must change to cycling at eastcoast .
ahhaha , looking forward for tmrw :)
hope everything will go fine :)

im 99% better :))
thanks to you , you , you , you , you , you , you

2011-06-05T20:08:00.003+08:00

have been posting alott ..
this the 3rd post for todayy ..
today rather veryy tiredd ..
running out of tears ,
end up being very tiredd
and fall asleep ..
mum sis was saying whats wrong with me again ,
hais ..
sometimes i really dun understand myself ...
i dun think anyone understand me also ..
when i myself dun ..

no matter what ,
i have to solve thiss before
it get worst/longer
oh ! it alrd get worse ..

person ,
really thank youu for being there ,
listening to me and accompany me to talkk ..
talking to you ,
there is something that somehow can make me forget ..
dunno why either ..
but hearing/ knowing about youu ,
i really wonderr what has happen ..
i really wanna know ..
if only all of it never happen ,
i should know it now without asking ..
somehow youre things are worst than mine ..
curious who do you talk to & go out with always,
whenn you are in this state ..
youre not close to them either ,
you dun even mixed with other students from different level ..
you dun even have a bf .
you dun even really in contact with ur p sch friend ..
if you dun have anyone ,
im always heree

2011-06-05T12:22:00.004+08:00

wtf is wrong with you !
or was it whats wrong with me ?
i guess not ..

why always when im starting to be happy ,
unhappy thing will comee .
i've stopped being cold to you ,
and noww your turnn ..
i guess i shall begin it tooo ..

when the hell can i be happpy ?!!!!
whyy so manyy things happen nowadays ?!
im alrd veryy tiredd ..
and yet this things happenn ..

someone ,
sometimes , i really couldnt take it ,
and wish it would end ..
but i always stop myselff from doing soo ..
i know it dun feel good talking to me when im in this kind of mood ...
i was alreadyy happy last 2 days ..
but it seems you being like that ,
i will not be happy either ...
or rather it make it worst ...
i talk , cos i need someone to talkk too,
esp when im downn ..
nvmm ... forget it .. i dun need it ..
everyth was alright ystd until at night ..
againn it strike ....
dgsginkxvwsnvdkqw0rf3oooojsmfwemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm,
mcxxczs3eygddddddddkawsf,mol...............

2011-06-05T01:05:00.002+08:00

Nowadays im just as no mood ,
ever since that day ?

maybe youre rightt ..
ever since ive out of sudden remember about him ,
my mood always not right ..
even though few days later i forgot about him ,
still , my mood isint right ,
awhile happy ,
awhile sad ,
awhile angry ,
awhile idkk ..
no matter how happy i am ,
there is still small percentage of unhappiness in me ..
which probably no one get rid of it ..
all i know , this two days ,
my mood getting better ,
since no bad things happen ..
as long my days goes well ,
i will continue to be happy ...

2011-06-04T22:11:00.002+08:00

its saturday again ..

how fast !

anyway , ystd was my last day of sch .. Oh finally !

stupidd ..

went home late ..

had ptm after that ..

actually was suppose to be Jie only go ,

but end up mummy was free so followed ..

ptm wasnt that bad after all ..

gonna study moree and hmwk is like 1 big pile liao !!

damn you hmwk !

today went school studyy ..

w stethanie and Eastella .

went point buy Mac breakfast and brought to sch .

played t-tennis

then Lunch went point with them for KFC .

Saw giraffe theree ,

and go say that fcking idiot name ,

and giraffe left , then few mins later ,

come again and sayy sorry to me .

i guess scared later i mad again and ignoree ..

back school .

b4 go home played t-tennis too ,

but then , every hit we must able to say out any Element from periodic table ,

w/out repeating .

hardd i would sayy ..

and was very funny ..

Homee ..

watch KUNGFU PANDA 2 !

omg ! awesome max .

how i wishh i would watch in cinema with my friend ..

was supp be tmrw , but nvmm ..

safe money ..

Next saturday NCC training ..

having rehearsal for ncc dayy ..

its been so long since i really came for ncc .

We get so close nowaday after that morning ..

hmmm probably this is a good thinng

and hopefully it may remainn ...

at the same time , i hopee during this time ,

youre not planning other things on me ..

i believe you wont do that ..

and im treating more normally though infront of your/my friends

look like next friday movie sure fail !

hais ..

movie w them cannot , then i shall Movie / bowling w Liyana .

since thats the only day she is available ..

its been a long time since i saw her manxs .

i wonder why out of all my p sch friends ,

no matter how close i am to them ,

the only i can last with is her ..

its been 10years + we've been close ,

even we are in different school ,

the best thing is ,

i never quarelled with her b4 ,

the somehow the only friend i take photo with ..

LOL

i still keep those neoprints picture sia !

it seems like im no longer lookingg forward for holidayy ..

seem like nothingg to doo ,

and probably gonna stuck at homee or just travelling around singapore myself ..

last week of holiday gonna be busy schooling too ..

Or maybe every week , confirm one or 2 day must go sch ,

somemore when ncc day is approaching !

oh damnnnnn longgg againn ..

shall stop !

BYE

2011-06-02T22:50:00.002+08:00

Great day , great game , great smash , great competitor and many more ..
School was real slackk !
LOL ,
as usual today morning meet and walk school tgt .
1st lesson was chem ..
teacher dismissed us earlier .
went point with wanting , ryan , eastella for mac ..
had ss ..
Poa teacher comee give hmwk then we go home ..
ahahas .
wanted to play table tennis , and poa cher was down there playing .
played table tennis till 3pm ..
so many competitor todayy ,
and i love that freaking smash that i did on Alvin .
Ahaha !
giraffe kena ignore by me twice in a day ,
at point and when i play t-tennis .
Wuahhaah , sorry lar giraffe , bcos of him you kena ignore
went home with eastella ,
showered and sleep .
watch taiwan drama and did poa abit ,
want to do english , but run out of foolscap ,
craps .

it seems im happy todayy ,
i smashed ,
i admitted the thing that i should ,
im glad that person concerned when i am angry

person , im really gladd .
though its weird that you cared ,
i reall appreciate it ..
and thank youu for walking with me to school every morning :))
and this 3 days of morning ,
it reminds me when we're sec 3 ,
we're so closee , will go school tgt . .
until on that day you freaking " abandoned "
me under the void deck !
and end up you in school and not informing me and answering my calls ..
make me wait without saying sorryy ..
Hmmmm ..
i shall stop sayingg ,

2011-06-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

Its 1st june .
How fast ..
todayy another game of t-tennis .
was funn ..
reached home about 5+ pm ,
ate ..
then mummy askk want go dinner ,
so go bahhs ,
again uncle tony ..
v full ..
homee and computer ..
Wanted to do poa ..
but thenn was really pissed off ,
that thing totally adding moree oil ,
to my fireee ..
SUCKER !
you think you only you can doo like thatt ?!
so what if you " father " ,
also not real onee ..
i always have a good impression of youu ,
but todayy ..
idkk .. Im fcking pissed off withh you ,
that i almost scolded giraffe ,
if can , i feel like scolding everybodyy ..
& i will neverr everr everr wanna talk to youu ever againn !

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its been a long time since i was really that madd at someonee ..
even if i was mad this yr , it wasnt that mad .
but todayy i guess ive almost reached the top ..
the firee is going to put off but you add on oil ..

2011-05-31T19:39:00.002+08:00

Todayy was fun !!
woke up late and made me rush but end up classrm havent open .
and that damn kinwee ,
Keep "scolding" me ,
he keep watching on me ,
i see the screen like that , then he keep ask me not to see like that !
during break time go KFC buy breakfast back to school .
Canteen no food lorhs .. stupid !
after school wanted to play t-tennis in school ,
but then got ppl play .
So me Chow wing follow Kinwee go home
& played t-tennis at his block .
Fun max .
and i won Kinwee !!
LOL i tot i will lose since he in t-tennis cca b4 .
:))
4.30pm went off ..
Kinwee sent us off to bustop ..
5.15pm tuition .
i feel restless and dunwan do things ..

i couldnt control myself ,
im just tooo ..
hmmm too muchh i guess ??

Im loving t-tennis much !! :DD
tmrw gonna play again ,
and Kinwee gonna book a badminton court for us to play :)
cant wait ..
love all the guys in my class leyy ..
all of themm all good good der :)

2011-05-30T22:13:00.002+08:00

awesome key !

today Mt O lvl exam .
when i was taking exam ,
i feel the atmosphere of Taking O lvl exam ,
its like after this o lvl exam ,
no more worry ler ..
Ahahahs ..
The word was easy to understand
BUt then !! do many mistake ! -.-
and the comprehension tricky !!!
go diee !!
accompany Nani wait for 72 .
then went point ,
then took 159 to compass to meet themm ..
had lunch .
and blablabla .
i spend 20bucks ystd and tdy ..
greatt ..
kill myself ..
nevermindd ..
ermmm ..
after lunch at LJS ,
walk around ..
think about 5plus left ..
got home use computer ..
Went point to accompany yuki go eat dinner ..
then went to N&B ,
she treated me .
:)) thanks ..
Went home ,
played Table tennis w the wall ..
showered and now doing homework -.-
Tmrw sch again ..
no life ..

2011-05-29T11:10:00.000+08:00

Might Going out to study later with Yuki :))
haiss ..
feel tiredd and hungry ..
and i keep wanting to eat chocolate ..
Dunno whyy ..
Maybe im sad and im angry ..
so need lots of choc to cover up that feeling :)
Instead of sleeping at 1.15am ,
bcome sleep at 3+am ..
Goshh ..
today must sleep early ,
or else i couldnt wake up tmrw morning For O lvl .
its like , few months ago , i just took National Exam N lvl ,
few months later which is now , im taking another National exam O lvl ,
How boring ..
school holiday starts ,
but not for us .. :(
next week still got school , oh sians . .
English hmwk not done !
poa hmwk left 1 more paper 2 !!
today shall revise whole thing againn for malay ..
and hoping tmrw paper will not kill me with unknown word ..
all by luckk ..
Byes

2011-05-29T00:48:00.004+08:00

Its 12.48 noww ,

Not asleep yet ,

im tiredd but need to study ..

hais ..

actually was sleeping , but keep awake to reply text ,

but suddenly i feel so fcked up ,

and woke up to go study !!

so ...

Shall sleep abt 115am to finish off my last few ..

imma liar imma liar ??

Oh yes i am a liar !

2011-05-27T23:55:00.002+08:00

Jonghyun fr the dayy ..

exhausted dayy !
school was alrightt ..
"last" day wasnt that badd ..
after school stayed back ..
played t-tennis w eastella till 2pm ,
then acc her go home .
then come back school ,
did hmwk awhile ..
then play t-tennis agnn ..
played w her then played w two guys ..
quite good , but they seems to be scared when i smack :x
mx n co came ..
played till 6.10pm .
all went off ,
me mx and jasmine went 925 ,
since someone say want playy ..
played till 7.30 i thinkk .
jasmine went off 1st .
7.30 took bus ..
had a good shower ..
sit on massage chair ,
leg was tired , body tired too ..
then mummy called ask if want go eat dinner @ uncle tony ,
me and sis meet her at uncle tony .
great dinner w great food !
home , feeling tired ..
watch tv while waiting for call .
on the phonee and just hang !
ohokay , shall sleep now ,
later die agn ,
tmrw gonna go school again ..
and should be going tampines tmrw ...

2011-05-25T19:32:00.003+08:00

Went back to class 1st bcome MT int ,
Cut bday cake for the 2nd term :)
Since it was in the morning ,
the cake got many more left .
no choice , but helped tcher to finish up the cake ,
ate about 4 or 5 pieces ,
feel like vomitting sia !!
Today during MT int ,
freaking tiredd ..
feel like sleeping only !!
After school didnt went home was raining ,
bt good thing didnt went hm cos didnt know got survey
went lab ,
Didnt do anyth since i alrd did all at hm :)
Wait for nani finish ,
keep rush her LOL
went to meet mingxuan ,
did my malay ABIT .
mx uhs , let me sleep abit longer next time leyy
then she left ,
Joined Eastella and siona play table tennis ,
from 3 till 5+
woahh ..
then 5pm mx co is back agn ..
return the table tennis after play few match ..
sit sit ,
then play basketball/monkey/volleyball ,
whatever it is .
played with Mx , stethanie , Jasmine , Eastella , Siona :))
played about 1h !
omg , sports for 3h++
Freakingg tiredd !!! :((
Hais , shall do my work now ..
Oh , nvm , he want give me answer , so it will be okay :D

Byess ~

2011-05-24T23:41:00.003+08:00

Onewwneww :)

Idk whyy nowadays keep post post post ..

ahahs , nvm , trial exam done ..

today wasnt that bad ..

Intensive wasnt that boring either ..

but bored after school for sure ..

today i abit clumsy , haks .

bang until the dust bin in school ,

hit until the banner at NTUC Point .

good think didnt poke my eyes .

i think i have been spreading my virus to ppl :(

AHHAHAHAS

Fiqin gt fever bcos of me ,

Umar got Sick ,

Asren sickk too ..

goshh .

Ppl in malay class get sick .

OHno !

all thanks to me .

Hehehs :)

ohhs ! today is the 2nd time i pass my SS !

AHAHAHS !!

Okayy byee ~

im happy for the day .

hate or dun hate

2011-05-23T23:00:00.002+08:00

Somehow today is rather a pissed off day ..
i think about 4 things has made me pissed off ,
not during school ..
uhhh whatever ..
today went compass > tamp > Mall
im still wonder if i should make that thing ..
hmmm ..
im left about 1month 2 month ?
cant think of anything noww ..
just finished my malay hmwkk ..
went out with yuki ystd to Point mac to do work :)
stayed untill so late ..
ahahas .

get rid of my brain can ..
this is affecting me muchh !!
Garhh !

2011-05-22T23:23:00.002+08:00

Saturday sunday is perfectly alrightt ..

i didnt know this thing will come againnn ..

because of you , i tend to forget all of themm ..

but too badd ..

it will never happen , neverr ..

this must be crazyy ..

seriously it is ..

I just wanna get rid of you out of my brain if it is possible ..

but now i just cant ..

i miss you so muchh ,

i miss those texts ..

If only my Old Phone got the battery ,

i may read it once againn ..

uhhh .. whateverr ,

i shall tryy not to think of it ..

Bye world ~~

2011-05-20T21:29:00.002+08:00

Jongkey :)

today is just a normal dayy ..

School as usual .

Nani is back :)

buddy is backy :)

MT intensive get more boring !

gah h!!

Didnt get any paper back :(

where is my ss paper ?!

my last damn paper to show i fail my chuman or not !!

freak ..

had oral today .

screwww it !

after oral went to return back mx jckt .

went point w them ..

about 5 then go home ..

thats longg ..

From kopitiam to mac .

hurrhurr ..

i want to lose my voicee pls !!

the last time i reallly really lose voice was ermm ..

sec 2 ?

ahahs .

where are you ?

can you like accept it quick ?

:((

2011-05-19T14:07:00.002+08:00

I just think Key Looks so great heree !! :D

Yesterday was unlucky day ? i would say ..

Got stupid m1 network problem .

i guess i am the first few who got problem with my simcard

since my number is like 5 or 6 years being used ..

So when reached sch , my network gt problem ..

freaking irritated by it.

try to switch sim card with Wanting ,

hers can ..

though its m1 .

but her sim card affected only when in the aftrnn .

that was lucky !

used her hp to sms ppl .

LOL .

stupidd ..

go thru chemistry ,

pass but still dissapointed as i can get good marks if

i didnt read/do wrongly for that Section C .

whatever ..

had intensive as usual .

then went acc syafiqin to bstop ,

went point then school .

took bus with yuki thr .

board the bus .

and this is whr my big mistake i did .

ahaha .

i alighted at green , wanted to walk to 159 bustp to go CP .

was few meter away from 325 bstop and realised , i left my wallet inside the bus !

Search in my bag no have ,

one to call yuki who alrd walk to green

cos wanted to ask for money to take cab go HG int ,

but unlucky on that day got the m1 network problem ..

panic , cant get help :(

Ran all the wayy to HG int .

Freaking tiredd ..

Im running like as if im chasing for impt ppl .

right on time , i reached HG int , 1 min later the bus came .

ask the bus driver fr my walllet :D

im glad my money all inside .

Took mrt go compass , the next turn was my turn to ask the m1 person abt the netwrk ,

but then suddenly , my network can work .

like waste time only ..

took bus hm , then when reached house bstop ,

i realised again there is no network -.-

Pissed off ..

its likee i so tired , sweating , my uniform was wet with sweat , still carry bag ..

took bus go CP.

reach CP bstop , network can work -.- asked the m1 ppl .

and they say today got network problem ..

wth ..

make phone call to sis , repling text ppl all at compass ..

only got network at places where gt nearby M1 shop ...

went to queue for starbuck ..

bought MochaF and Chocchip cream F :))

took bus to point and meet Mx to pass her drink

sat under void deck ..

didnt know i sat thr fr like 2h ?! :O

5.30 went home , quickly bathed and got tuition .

And blabalbala ..

todayy wass ...

hmmmm idkk ..

didnt expect i did so badly fr geog ? -.-

that same goes too physics ..

cnfirm fail science . 2 subject fail liao .

SS , pls get 25 and above .. then i won fail c.Human !

i hateee thiss !!!

all my high hope subject dissapoint me just like that .

i keep telling myself its okay , cos its my 1st time doing express standard .

but then , i dun expect my C.sci and Math will do until so horribly !!

no face no face ...

Tmrw oral ,

wonder tmrw i will get more sickk or ...

hmmm ..

freak too long post ...

2011-05-16T18:05:00.002+08:00

Everything was alright ..
only one thing is not .
My results ..
this time im really disspointed with myself ..
hmmm ...
anyway i must not have so much high hope on trial exam ,
this is the first of real exam ive experience in sec 5 .
furthermore , sec 4NA to sec 5NA/4E of cos there is much difference ..
thats why im getting a crappy results ..
Just one word that i feel after getting my results ..
which is REGRET ..
why the hell did i make such choices ?!!
why i decided to go to sec 5 ?
today got back english and malayy ..
dissapointed is truee that i am ..
but i did my best .
my english have been always like that ,
by luckk ..
my malay has improved im gladd ..
but still a C ..
Got back 3 subject alrd , if add all the points , its alrd more than 18 i guess ..
eurghh ..
today went to Nex With syafiqin ,
talk about studies ..
she rather shock i would sayy ..
WHY ON EARTH PPL HAVE SO MUCH EXPECTATION FROM ME ?
ppl always have high hope on me , while im just getting poor result ..
if its true what she said , i hope ,
Prelim or O lvl will provee me that they/she are rightt ..
i really hope all my hard workk will be paid off for o lvl results ..
since all my hard work does not paid off this trial exam ..
did discuss with her abt courses ,
she do encourage me to take engineering ..
i guess i shall learn more abt it ..
engineering ? chemicaltechnology ? hospitality&tourism ?
hmmm ..

2011-05-14T20:01:00.002+08:00

Had a great time ystdd with Wanting ..
Ystdystd night rushed to do two cards ,
Sinyee Belated Bday card and the Cambodia onee ..
As i doing that ,
i suddenly have headache :(
after finish went to bedd ..
Msg msg till i fall asleep ..
friday went sch though no paper .
to put in Mrs goh locker
waited for themm ..
and went home..
wanted to sleep .. but thenn ..
went out with Wanting to NEX ..
had dessert theree ..
and i spent at there for 2hplus !!
went to the sky garden , and i like it ..
and what i know , i want play with the water ?
Can someone bring me there to play with water someday ??
:))
took 147 go bugis ..
reached home abt 9pm :)
ohoh today went school ..
was suppose to study ,
but i touch abit of poa and dunwan liaoo ..
me wt and eastella no mood to do it .
LOL
i fall in sch :X
embarassed ..
my butt is painn ..
i think its blueblack lerr ..
left sch 1st :X left them there ..
Gonna find sinyee but thenn ..
Nvmm ,,
went home , put down bag ,
and Go school with umbrella to fetch Wanting and eastella
and im so good ..
went to ave 8 with eastella .
suppose to walk home with her ..
but thenn ..
so sent her to bustop :X
and went to AMK to find sinyee ..
pass her the things and homee ..
slept ,
and still butt painn :X
okayy .. i shal stop postingg ..
i need to bath , going Giant after this

and its so embarrassed to cry infront of ur friends !
Gahhhhhh !!!

I Wanna go sentosa with my friends !
i wanna go cycling with my friends !
i wanna play water with my friends !
i wanna ...
errmmm ...
so many things i want to do leyy ..
but one , i dun wanna go shopping :DD

and i wanna try this cool dessert ..
and if it turn out nice ,
im gonna make this for youu , youu , youu , youu .
aiyahh whoever larhh !!

Byes ~

2011-05-11T16:28:00.006+08:00

wee weee ....
what left tmrw is jsut only listening compre :DD

can slack for the mean time liaoo ..
haaas ..
at least this paper dosent dissapoint me muchh thoughh got lot careless ..
and i almost forget everyth i study for physics after C.Sci paper 1 .
bcos i felt super depressed on that timee b4 i enterr ..
b4 stepping in the hall , i saw ms Judy ng ,
so i asked about my mathh .
Im happy but i pass but she said not so well ...
that caused me feel so depressed ..
that went i get the foolscap for the Physics paper ..
i onlyy keep thinking of mathh and frgt about physics .
i even go write the subject as Math instead of physics .
index number i go write name ...
i hope tmrw the results wont de so disspointing plsss ...
i will be happy enough to see a b4 or b3 . .
but not a c5 c6 !!

ohh anyway todayy so funn .
laugh so muchh ..
since tmrw cant go Mac Breakfast ,
we replace to today and had Mac value lunch :))
went to point for mac with Wanting,Chowwing,Kinwee,Fengrong,Ryan ..
had so muchh talkk ..
and we stayed at mac for 3h .. LOL !

I should take a nap now , but couldnt close my eyes
hmmmm ...

Damn , really miss you .
why must youu come talk to me out of sudden ?!!
Dun come near me plss ..
Dun make my feeling come backk once againn ..

[editted]

i think out of all the 5 years in secondary school ,
i think this year is the bestt ...
though still got those "same" kind of problem ,
it still isnt as bad a those past years ..
what the good thing is that ,
though i may not be to some friendss as close as last year / or past how many years ,
but still ,
we talk as usual ,
but only ONE person that i still havent talk to tooo ..
though i promised to do so , it was just an empty promisee ..
and i feel really good to have a great classmates who have been supporting me
through those hard time in class and so on ,
and hope this carry on till O lvl endd ..

what ive found after many years ,
every year , ive found a friend that im closee too ..
and every year i will have arguement with those friend ,
and those friend that i always have arguement
is always the someone that i treasure most
even we may not be closee as beforee ..
hmmmm wonderr whyy :/
and i dunno why isit always like thatt ..
and i dunwan anymore of it ..
i think this 5 years its alrdd enoughh ..

2011-05-10T23:59:00.003+08:00

Ohhh how greatt ..
just a post has make things misunderstand ..
aint refering to youu larr !!
urghhh !!
stupid stupid me .
shall not post anything since it only make ppl misunderstand moree ..
haaas ..
after all , i wont have any problemm thenn ..
I hope soo ..
Provided nothingg happenn .

tmrw / today finally so called my 'last' papers !
Weeeee ....
getting math result on thursday ,
craps craps .. plspls let me get a b3 or a2 :(((
i dunwan see a c5 for math or i will seriously cryy ..

shall sleep now ^^

plsplspls dun misunderstandd ...

2011-05-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

I DUNWAN KNOW AND HEAR ANYTHING FROM YOU !!

haiss ... this week is just horriblee ..

it just a waste of my time studyinggg everyday ..

tomorrow going to studyy in school :))

And going out to sentosa :D

Heeepheep hoorayy !

I hope it will be funn ..

i miss those days and years veryy muchh :((

2011-05-03T23:26:00.002+08:00

I guess im too freee todayyy ..
Ahahahs ..

Things got better and hoping it will get better as days goes by ..
and hoping it will not get worst instead ...
Exam left 1 more weekk .. and im done ..
Oh wait .. Done for Trial exam but not prelim and o lvl ..
:((
i just want this torturous year to end quick !!
N lvl year was alrd a torture one , O lvl , the toturous one ..

Ohhohhh !! half way posting , i realised today post without picture .
ohh whatever ~
tmrw need go school though no exams ..
sians .. Poa is killing me muchhh !!
Hell you poa !! ..

i must not Skip meal !
pain pain painn ...

Hidupku seperti tidak menentu ,
kadang2 aku berasa gembira , kadand2 sedih ..
seperti air pasang ada surutnya ....

2011-04-22T21:51:00.003+08:00

Why thing will start go unhappy
after im being happy too much ?!!
Why must it be ..
My days have been perfectly alright without so much problem ..
i Feel like tearing those things !!

2011-04-17T21:49:00.002+08:00

Blog is dead ... including my tagboard .. as i expected , im gonna get more busyyy as days goes by .. Due to structured remedial that end at 6pm everyday . Night study from 6pm to 8.30pm every alt day . & lastly exam is coming , which is next week ! im not tired if see by physical , but mentally im tired ... very tired indeed ... Test test test . . and see i faill my Class malay test , i feel really dissapoint . about a month plus more before my O Level malay !! and prelim is next week !! Kill me !! D: Doing Last year math Trial exam , make me feel More dissapointing .. something that i knoww and i can do , but i forgotten how to do it .. Struggling to the questions . taking more than 2hour to complete the paper !! i have no idea , if i can ace my math again anot .. :( This is totally tough for me to go through ... and this tell me , its time to get up back and work harder ... I need My damn Math to Get a DAMN FREAKING A !! But .. I dont have high expectation for Trial Exam math , cos this will the first time , doing the actual Express standard paper ... hais .. so busyy ... No time to go buy present / card stuff .. Sinyee bday so fast come . Not a thing been boughtt .. Everyday need studyy !! D: im so sadd .. im so tiredd .. im so busy ..

2011-04-02T22:09:00.003+08:00

Way too ....

somehow quite busy nowadays ..

i think gonna be more busy nextweek onwards ..

Homework bcome more and more and moree ..

and soon bloody school gonna extend remedial until 6pm !

bloody hell , never thought of us by asking our opinion .

until 430 pm is alrd enoughh ..

give so much homework and end our remedial late ,

then we no need go home rest and do work merhhs ..

too muchh ..

Today went school ..
Did work .. then go Train the juniors ..

went to Ave8 to Give Nani her hmwks ..

walk to point . and bussed home.

blablabla ...
I simply love the way it is noww ...

you passed through my life that day , and left your mark .. you may never pass my way again or ... you may stay for a life time .... ~

2011-03-29T22:40:00.002+08:00

Anyway , happy 5 ! :D and keep continue .. Time flies real fast suddenlyy ... which mean , exams are getting nearer !! im left with about 3 weeks before Trial exams . and few more month before O level ! Freak ! im feeling more stress . More homework is coming ... and suddenly i start to owe teacher hmwk , my malay compo owe like 4 days alrd i thinkk ? suckyy . . i must work hardd liaoo ! Time for me to rush off all my work . at the same time , my math is deproving ! Howw ?! my geog test did well . Physics did well . chem okok , as usual .. after failing my Sets Math test , i get more scared of math , and feel like im gonna fail more ! i think im gonna fail set, matrices, vectors . Helll ~ sucks at this year chap larhhs .. I want Do N LVL no O lvl ! at this point of time , im regretting going sec 5 , but another part of me , i want to do this , i wanna face this challengee ! :(( when we share laughter , it twice the fun . when we share problems , its half the pain . when we share tears , a rainbow follows rain . If we share a smile , then our love shows ~~~

2011-03-27T23:52:00.005+08:00

last week school wasnt that badd larhhs ..

had phototakings ..

sometime after school stayed backk ..

Last Fri went to visit Siti with Mdm Radza and friends after school ..

missed her so muchh lar ..

Hoping she faster recover and sit beside me again :( Ahahas

after that went back school .

Met mx and co .

did my work awhile ..

then we went to point ...

and blabla .

and homey ..

sat went for training .

finally interacting w sec 1's /

im gladd ..

ended abt 1 plus .

Rushed to change , that dumb waiting alone ..

Ahahas .

Played Piano ..

and went kovann .. then ave 8 >homey .

Today totally out whole dayy i would say .

8plus woke up .

went out with mum and sis .

hm and that out agn , but got bro also ..

AMK'Mac> AMK'Koi > AMK Hub >Tamp'Giant >; home >; Mall"Pizza Hut

home .

reached home about 8 i thinkk .. and rushed my hmwk .

which hvnt even complete at all !

Im tiredd !!

nitee .

Im glad you told me the things that u maybe should not tell me ..

i get to know abt it ..

but you telling me this ,

it seems we are "arguing " .

blabla , and you say i dun understand !

wtf , hw would i understand when i dunno a single thing !!

when ure not telling me !

i ask you , you say cannot say , and scared if the person .....

im always trying to be there for youu , wanting to listen ..

and you keep lying !

ive tried manymanymany ways , trying to get close back and be good friends again .

But it seems so hard ..

Dream what you want to dream ,

go where you want to go ,

be what you want to be ,

because you only have one life

& one chance to do all the things you want to do .. ~

2011-03-22T23:08:00.002+08:00

SChool was perfectly finee ..

Today Pe was great !!

was dismissed early :D

Cos 8 of us and other class going to NgeeAnn for workshop .

quite fast end .

So dismissed at 1.30 had lunch .

and bussed to Theree .

Blabala .. Ended .

Took Bus home w Mx , jas , Wt , eastella .

Talk alott todayy larh mee .

But somehow still not abnormal !!

and i forgot to bring my Key .

So yeaa .. alighted w Mx and walk until her house ..

Keep want me go her house ..

But i keep refusingg ! weird larhhs go .

they chinese i malay !

wanted go Poiint since my parent,sis and friends nt homee ..

so i was like .. wth .

but i decided to call this Amalina again one more time to try luck.

and she answered . HAppy :)

Took Bus home ..

use wifi awhile .

then walk to Amalina house , since its side by side onyl..

Had dinner there ..

As usual larh her mum .

Kena "scold" by her mum . LOL

rested at there .

I do my hmwk , my eye like cannot open ,

brain cannot thinkk -.-

Just got home .

waited for mummy ..

When the door of happiness closes ,

another opens ,

but often time we look so long at the closed door

that we dont see the one ,

which has been open for us ..

2011-03-20T23:49:00.002+08:00

first time posting Wookie :D
2nd Favourite Kpop idol After Key :)
anw , he from SJ .

today&ystd nothing muchh ..
Not only my life like a roller coaster ,
but my mood also .
Awhile go up , awhile do down ..
awhile i feel pain ..
trying to be abnormal like fridayy ,
but it seems so hard to be when i want it to be ..

Okayy , i think my hmwk is done .
i dunno what somemore need to doo ~
I scared i never come during the 3 days ,
i wil missed out lots .
hope not ..
tomorrow 1st 3 period is English .
God damn it !
it sucks !!
I hate it alot alot !
I use to like but noww .
im starting to dislike .
and hoping time will go faster and faster !!!
Helll . ..
why school reopen so fast :(

Haiss .. Okay gonna turn it soon !

There are moment in life when you miss someone
so much that you want to pick them from your
dreams and hug them for real
~~

2011-03-18T22:23:00.003+08:00

Today watch some Shinee videos .

Like finally ..

and i still Love Kim Ki Bum larhs <3>

he still cute and handsome always :D

okayokayys .

i dunno why i nowadays keep want to post ..

anyway today they came my house to make cookies :)

yummyummm ~

But have to keep some for minghwee ,

sincee today she didnt come :(

and the balance might for friends ..

hmmm ...

accompanied them homee after thatt ..

todayy&yesterday ,

i dunno why ,

i just feel like doing workk ,

even though its not a homeworkk ,

but i wanna doo it .

Only left english hmwk .

Compo&summary ..

hate it..

shall do over the weekend .. -.-

suckyy ..

I think im liking my chemistry backk ..

cos i can do mole from Longman book , but need formula .

im happy :)

and i do other chapter also ..

got study mood liaoo ~~

Things went real well at times ,

but at times , it can really goes bad ..

just like a roller coaster , where there is up and down ,

there might be also a sharp turn , where you will feel the pain ...

Just like our lifee ... ~~

2011-03-17T17:44:00.002+08:00

things went okayokay ~
got good things ,
got bad things ~

am i invisible to youu ?
am i ghost ?
wthh ..
how i wish i got a courage to askk ...

2011-03-15T22:14:00.003+08:00

They really looks like back to square 1 .

Like how they look like in their first album .

except fr taemin larh. LOL ..

Anywayy , back in SG .

thailand , okayokay bahs .

had fun .

bought quite lots of thing.

actually not that alot . less than 10 items i bought for myself -.-

cant find Nice LV wallet & belt

arghh !

idiotic .

should just buy it at Cambodia ,

stupid arent i ?

-.-

Hotel quite grand this time :))

ahahs .

2011-03-10T20:46:00.003+08:00

Shall Post longer , since wont be posting till im back .

School was perfectly finee ..

few up&down .

where im happy and smile ,

sad and break down and angry ,

and again happy smiling :))

Going through the same obstacle over over again ..

Putting my worries aside and carry on with my life ,

got back ca1 report !

Didnt expect i can pass every subject ,

Except Math ..

Ohh how pathetic am i to fail my math ,

I sec 3 onwards alrd never fail ,

and now ..

Thanks to the damn Sets Chapter .

hell youu , pull my grade down .

A2 --> D7

L1b4 - 23 , not tooo badd bahhs . 1st time experience O lvl paper .

i Simplyy love my class position !!

how i wish it can be this number every exam ~

:DD

Yesterday went to help Jieyi & co buy hairspray and paint .

and back to school .

help them out , im so good ..

reached home about 7.25pm ?

slept early ...

Today HS Live Run ,

Quite fun , tiring , but i just love the spiritness of 5a2'11 .

We started to bond since Kota tinggi >> Swiss day >> Live Run !

Had lunch , then went home .

and simply went to sleep :)

Woke up abt 6pm , packed my luggage ,

and done .

Cant waitt to go ,

though i spent lots of my money ,

to pay half of the trip cost to mum ,

change currency by myself .

its cos me more than 150dlr !

Broke broke broke ...

Not going to school .

LOL .

End end ~

Post again when im back ~

2011-03-07T19:07:00.004+08:00

What now ?

Another Major Problem come about of out sudden ..

I never expect this to happen after all that thing ..

During the thing , i know you've change ,

but i didnt say anything ,

and pretend nothing happen ,

& everything is Normall .

But days goes by ,

it seems unstable ,

awhile we talk okayokay , awhile not ..

and today ...

Worst ...

and waht somemore after you said it ..

and ppl ask , why you like that ?

and why am i not talkingg to youu ?

and i started thinking so much ,

i feel pain , keep wanting to cry , which i did ,

i keep thinking what am i suppose to do ,

and feel like just commit suicide ,

So what if i have alot of ppl to talk to ?!!

i never say i blame you !

maybe partly was my fault too ..

I dunno..

If you said it was my fault ,

whatever it is , i accept it .

Not only youu feeling tired of it ,

i feel tired of it also !!

I tot nothing will happen alrd , but it seems ,

it get really really really really worst !!

I dunno if this can be solve . .

im trying so hard to prevent all this to happen ,

but it still happenn ..

i say its weird , cos , we're driftingg ..

we're so cold towards one another ..

............................

it took a million effort and long time to build this friendship ,

but it took a second and without effort to end this ..

Ohhs ! Im so not going to let it end !!

Even if i do , i will solve it again after everythingg ..

that wont happen ..

Just forget about what has happen ,

and just pretend nothing happen cann ??

I cried , until i got no more tears

to cryy .. its totally dryy , no more water . .

everytime i got problem with someone

i really treasured , i will just break down ...

2011-03-06T22:41:00.003+08:00

Again todayy go cookies for Minghwee .

just for once gonna do this for her as a favour .

And Poa totally make me get irritated .

Not me but everybody !

hell u poa !

i hate that damn chapter manxs .

but still i must pass you !

Like hell i must !

everyday do poa , but no progress at all .

cos i will be stuck , cos balance sheet cant balance ,

or dun understand what it talking about ..

craps .

Without bicycle ,

it seems i need to spend more time waiting for bus

and travel to near place

eg , mall , point etc .

haiss ..

I think June holiday i shall work and buy new bicycle ..

Okays larhhs .

End heree ~~

It seems like , it get more weird and weirder ..

But im just trying to pretend everyth is normal .

NORMAL ~

2011-03-04T23:16:00.003+08:00

today was great but tiring !

wear class tee to school

Swiss day today !

Awesome .

sec4&5 played soccer .

mixed of girls and boys .

I exposed myself ! :(

i cant resist from playing soccer lerhhs ..

hais ..

though my leg still injured but yet i still play !

LOL :)

Anyway , when it was my class turn , halfway playing ,

Lucifer(Shinee) song being played !

its damn great larhs !!

since the game started till then there is no shinee song ,

until it was our turn it was being played :))

Love it . If it was Replay or Hello , it would be better ..

it was a great play though we lose both game .

whatever it is .

at least we experience team work and spiritnesss !

was suppose to go out with yuki ..

but its okayy nevermind .

next timee ..

:))

as time goes by , certain things seems to be changing bit by bit .

i dunno if it is good or not .

but im afraid of it ..

hmmm...

2011-02-28T13:53:00.002+08:00

wooooos~
he so damn cute larhss !! :DD

Anyway im back in Singapore !
I love Awakening Kota Tinggi Trip with sec5's larhs !
Im happy !
The motivation work . hoping i will do it anyway .
even though the activities make me cried .
but i keep pushingg myself and i manage it and overcome it !

The waterfall damn great !
Rocks ttm !!
I want waterfall again !
Goshh !
Im veryy happy that i can always help you
when we walking at the waterfall .
im happy when u help me at the waterfall :D
Im happy i can get close to you and someone at there .

I love my roommate !!
They Rocks .
I thought it will be horrible cos we dun talk .
but it turn up great .
I definitely will miss those laughter we had in the rroom.
Helping to find my Monopoly deal . and 100% commitment to it !
Hoping Our friendship dun stop until heree !

and you ! i hope we wont get futher apart againn ..

and me ! Im gonna pushh myselff towards my goal !
I must perservere , determine & never give up !
i can count on people who are around me ,
and im trusting them !

i love 5a2's / Nexus team / Roommate / sesc 5's !
:D

2011-02-23T19:38:00.002+08:00

Going Off tomorrow ~

back halfway pack ..

Will be back from Kota Tinggi , Malaysia on Sunday(27/2/11)

Hoping everyth gonna be alright and having fun ..

2011-02-19T15:49:00.002+08:00

This week not as busy as last week ..
good thinggg..
next week will be veryy busyy .
Going off to Kota Tinggi , JB with sec5's
Like finally im going overseas with classmates .
yeappy !
looking forward to it !
okayy larhhs , not really looking forward to it .
I more looking forward to go Thailand Trip with Family :D
Everytime i want to say Kota tinggi ,
i will accidentally say Cambodia/Thailand .
I think im missing cambodia & wanting to go thailand again to shop ! :(
Next week gonna have Eng,Chem,Math,Poa Test .
No more postponed for this .
Gonna have investiture on wed .
Yess ahh !
yesterday spend 60bucks to buy that big bag pack to bring to kota tinggi.
lazy to bring luggagee ..
but at the same time , feel like bringing it .
but .. i alrd spend on it , might as well use it ..
and im very sure that at Beach Road is cheaperrr !!! :@
helll !
forget it .
Withdraw money ystd , but its not enough ! damnn it !
I hope i can work during June Holiday ,
then can earn Moneyy sia !
-.-

My life this year is much much more better than the year before ..
Im glad it is ..
hoping everything may go back to square one .
which is hardly going to happen .
never i guess ??

2011-02-13T21:57:00.003+08:00

Handsome key !! :D
Sweet smile :D

Real Busy week !
Full Of test And Hmwks :(
full of regret going to sec 5 .
Haiss s..
But im gonna endure through it till EOY !
have to perservere !!
tmrw have to share my weekend with the class during english lesson :(
Im so scaredd ..
Nervous !
manxss !

Tomorrow is the 14th Feb .
Which mean tmrw is Valentine's Day .
Sians , looks like another year Of being lonely during Valentine .
Stupid me .
Gonna Start be busy tmrw onwards .
Test again next week :(
happy sufferingg !
and sleep late

2011-02-06T19:30:00.003+08:00

OnKey :)

SHINee(Key,taemin,jonghyun,minho,Onew)

Sometimes i feel that youre just using me ...
I didnt say that anymore to you ,
cos i know youre hurt when i told u that ..
and if youre using me , Stop it manxs .
dont be nice to me , if there is a reason behind it ..

I dunno who u talking about ,
it just make me veryy curious about it..

Another Dissapointment day !!

2011-02-06T00:05:00.002+08:00

Dissapointed day fr ystd and thurs ~

2011-02-04T01:05:00.003+08:00

Manxs ! I just think Onew is Handsomee !!

Okayy ! not forgetting , Key is handsome too yea :D

Ahahaha !!!

sometimes theres a few things do change ,

after certain things happen ,

just feel it is different now ..

will my life back to square 1 once againn ??

2011-02-03T13:44:00.002+08:00

No picture for now . Using touchy
To post . Lol what a boring today i have manxs . Haiss .. Why do things change so muchh ?? Haas

2011-02-02T07:32:00.003+08:00

Anw,Happy Belated Bday to Minghwee :)
It was a Great Night Yesterday at minghwee house for Steamboat !
Had A Good talk With Shivani and maybe the rest ?
I Was So shocked that Mh Parents and Brothers Still remember my name larhs!
Its like very long nvr see themm .
I really Hope Mh like the card manxs !
Ahaha
love ystd much :))
Not regretting Going to Mh house ,
the only thing i scared is the Boss !!
Hell ! Until i climb the sofa ! and stand on it !

And today picture is Onew bcos she like it

2011-01-31T20:27:00.004+08:00

Onew & Jongkey !
:)

Tomorrow is NgMingHwee 17th Birthday !
Going to her house to Steamboat & celebrate her birthday :))
Hoping tmrw will go smoothly ...

Sometimes i wonder ,
why am i still keeping all the past post ?
Shouldnt i delete in the first place ,
but i dun have the heart to delete it ,