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Friday, 2 May 2008 -{'13:19
i've just realise something,
the thing that you say in august
are so much different from now.
its change so much.things
are not like passed anymore.
you never ever care about me anymore.
EVERYTHING has changed
bit by bit.and now our
friendship is getting
drifting away apart every each day.
till now i dont have the asnwer
why can this problem occur.
and still havent been solve.is like
2 weeks+ we like this?
will this take forever or
eventually it will stop 1 day?
i have no idea.
i wrote it on a sand yesterday,
i dont know why suddenly my tears drop on my cheek.
and i just cry.everytime i read those thing,i'll jsut cry.
but now i cant do anything.
time cant be rewind or stop.
whatever i do now its meaningless.
it can never help.i can never ever
do the thing that we do together,
cos you will never let,
and it is impossible ,
never be possible.
but i know you're HAPPY now.
you looks much more happier.
now you have berry and others.
i believe they will be by yourside
when you need them,
especially berry.you both quite close.
my big fat red pencil,you can keep it
forever,dont ever lost it.♥♥