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Friday 27 February 2009 -{'20:03
haks!finally this week over!blink blink and its already going a week going to over.oh no!i forgot what happen during the weekdays.hmms.monday,errr idk what happen manxs!forgot.tuesday after sch didnt go ncc.my leg still pain!so go do duty with fiqin nani shivani.wednesday again after sch see nobody do duty.so just help out for fun.then accompany juniors wait for parents then bussed home.tired.thursday stay back.go do the class thing.bt cant paste up.cos nt engh time.so monday must stay back.after do the class thing went to minimart with allen and fiqin to buy
KITKAT~,after that they went home.walk back to busstop.coincidence that regina'junior also finish her volleyball.arghs.home.today went sch wear pe to sch.cos principal say so. as usual go sch..time goes quite fast.first period was chem.then follow by pe.so fun.we played volleyball.but tired lerhs!then english then recess then CME.CME that mdm martini talk abt dating, thenthen horhs.got talk abt hornyhorny thing.we all keep laughing.she so horny since when i know in sec 1.same as b4.hahas.shhhs...then DISMISSED!!bussed home.feel like sleeping bt cannot.if not i will fall asleep.ask surya come my house.cook for her prata chocolate.then after that yuki and sokyee want come also.so cook again.then around 3+ went off go yuki house cos she forgot to take the number tag.then walk to monfort there.meet shivani fiqin and nani.bussed to punggol park.and blablabla.then start to run.wanted to run with surya then after that turn dunno where she.so ran with wenli.and first time i nvr even stop to jog!i jog all the way.non stop.and wenli is always walking & jogging beside me.hahas.and finish!oh yea!im so happy ive completed.but im EXHAUSTED!can faint.drank 2 cup of milo.then walk to provision shp with surya yuki sokyee wenli and mh.bought mineral water.then they all went home.played with juniors;sinyee,yiyan and xenia.they so playful.and they ask me the turn turn thing.wah the playground at near the point.that can make me go crazy and mad!then walk to busstop with xenia and sinyee.they dont know where to take bus.suprising.hmms.homes.use laptop then baths.waiting for someone online.
wah this week really like
KITKAT DAY manxs!which is on 25 or 26 of august 2007.and i sitll remember it.this
KITKAT DAY really make me remind my memories back?hais.sobssobs.as you say dont do anything that we did tgt like last time.this week gave regina kitkat and she get too addicted and ask for more.keep buying.should i say everyday i buy!butbut today she so good give me ONE kitkat.but ONE only nia.not enough.i gave her 5 i think total?or maybe more.should be more.I WANT
MORE KITKAT,YOU REGINA'junior!
MORE.arghs.
and please im not a COWARD!
we really been so cold.i dunno what to do.dun feel like bothering.maybe now i dun care abt you?you seems to change.idk.
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Monday 16 February 2009 -{'20:27
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idontknow what can i do more.all i can say its sorry for avoiding from you
yea,its true that its all bcos of someone.maybe im too sensitive?
im very sorry okay.its not that i want ignore you,argh i dunno how to say
SORRY
dontknow why sometimes you are just avoiding from me
i want avoid from you,i myself cannot do it
just so very the hard,why are you ignoring?
seriously my life really change ALOT when since 2009!
i really had a alot of problem 2009?
why why why why why why why
im really sick of it!
2009 it so hard life for me to go through!
how i wish that day i will fall on a road bt nt on the floor?
if fall on the road,maybe i might get hit by the car and die?
why cant that happen?it will be better.
what ever i wish it wouldnt happen,all happen.
i dunno why suddenly i find myself so close to my juniors?
my friendship with you getting further while me and my junior
getting closer i guess?
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Sunday 15 February 2009 -{'00:02
monday went to sch as usual.after assem saw the obs ppl ,so saw shivani yuki glenys.i feel like crying on that time.then blalbla.tuesday after sch go try out blazer for nest monday hlc investiture.after that change t ncc uni.go for ncc.then put me and linyong blzer inside ncc room.the next day after sch took blazer back,stay back for prefect and hlc investiture rehearsal til 6+.home.thursday went hm after sch..friday after sch went to mac.ate with kinwee aini savita.aini left first she went hm to put her bag,kinwee went home.then lef meand savita.2pm left mac.walk to sch.rehearsal.blablala.4+ obs ppl back.suddenly so happy.bt then they went hm after that.finish rehearing around 5 i think.hm with aini?today went out with yuki went to amk went this fashion go buy white long sleeve shirt.met aini and her mum and sis.paid and went to mac then watch movie.err dunno what benjamin button damn long 5+ till 8+ i feell so sians.the movie abit boring but quite interesting.during that weeks got back all my ca paper.i did quite well.infact i tried my best to past.i think only 1 subj fail?should be,
english i got 20/35,malay 70/100 , social studies 13/25 ,physics 21/40, poa 24/30 , chemistry 14/30 , maths 45/50 :D i did my maths very well.if this is my result for sa i happy lerr.bt nvm larhs.mustdo well for next ca.
the more i dunwan to talk to you,the more i feel like talking,but the more i talk,i feel like throwing my anger & somemore when you make me madwhats wrong with our friendshipor maybe what wrong with me?loves~
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Wednesday 11 February 2009 -{'19:38
everytime i see you,i just feel like running away
idontknow why,when that day i read the past
message that i saved what you send about
what happen last year when you ignore me
& u say that because you think that
you are not important as a friend,
on that time, i just wish it will not happen again,
but now?i guess its happening all over again,
and i think you are thinking abt the thing again?
idontknow.but why you are ignoring me now and then
let me tell you,we can go school together but
that dosent mean im happy with you,
now,im always putting a fake smile on my face,
if you see now,i always have no mood,
& somemore when i look at you,
do you know i cried in the hall today?!
do ever know why?
i know there is something you're hiding from me,
oh pls.its so obvious that you are !
you look so suspicious when you do something
infront of behind me that i dunno.
yea i know you like SOMEONE in BB i think.
if it is i think its too obvious to know.you know i dunno about it
& yet you still dare to say cos i havent know.
i really lost LOTS of trust on you!how i wish i could hate you!
how i wish that you're not my bestfriend!
my heart is just so pain,when i cant accept the fact.
what the point treating you good & this is waht i get
whats the point i care for you?!
whats the point im being good to you for all this time!
why no one knows where im standing at?i just feel like throwing all my anger.
if you can see,i nvr message you any longer that much,unless its important,
just wasting my time messaging while you dont reply me at all,
& in school i wont communicate with you that much,
talking to you more,sometimes i just wan to throw my anger,
sometime im happy talking to you
nvr talk to you,i felt upset,but i had no choice,
dont come and say im close to juniors & forget you all,
is we all are getting further frm each other
how i wish that im not in this school or maybe die NOW!