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Thursday, 17 July 2008 -{'19:36
tuesday.went to xinmin.after school went to hs back with miriam and winsome.meet mh wanting they all.after that went to point with mh kt and wanting.they eat lunch there.i go walkwalk.then kt and wanting want wwalkwalk.mh going hm.follow kt and wanting.leave mh.wanted to turn back and walk hm with mh.but then they dont let me.haaa.blablblalbla.go home very late.walk hm with kt.
wednesday.was dismiss very early.my class.12.15 finish.then actually my class got the QSE thingy.but not for me marh.so teacher say i can g hm.weee.back to school.go in class in the middle of CME.then got 2 more period of english.i slack 1 corner.i came in class that W.... very derr.make me so malu.then after school run for monitor meeting.mh and wanting waited for me at void deck.after finish meeting go rush find them.walk to green.go ljs.put my bag there.run hm take money.back to ljs.treat both of them.then chee chong came.soon yuki came too.draw the art.then mh left.lalalala.6+ went home.then 6.35 out.meet yuki.then meet sy.go gym.no mood on that time.should i say 3 of us too.i run abit dunwan liao.bath at there.then we laugh like hell.sy went hm.me and yuki went green then hm.
today meet nabilah.go school tgt.dismiss at 12.45.went back shcool.lalalala.treat mh honeydew.went for hlc meeting.so funny can.we at there keep laugh and laugh!back class.then walk slowly down and to the busstop.and hm.saw dont know whose soccer ball and i bring up.and play.till i pespire.so long nvr play.and i still can do all that tricks. (: was also smsing.sians.
I PROMISE I WILL CHERISH IT!IM SO UPSET AND DISSAPOINTED IN YOU!everytime you mention the name my tears roll down and touch my cheek.before i get to know,i already sense it that youwillleavemeoneday.
but more you treat me this way,the most i have the strong sense in it.im just too afraid to lose you as my best friend.i dont know what to do.i dont know why must be friendship is so hard for me.im so stress of it.sometimes i found that friendships are useless.useless to have them as my best friend.sometimes i've regreted.