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Thursday, 8 January 2009 -{'22:51
will nt be posting.jsut wanted to post a few things.
idontknow what to do already.im tired of it.crying day and night.i jsut cant solve anything.you promised me that all the ignoring will be over.yes you did nt ignore me today and you talked.and im very happy with it.but the day you make me happy,is the day you make me pissed off,crying madly & many more.when you end the friendship.i am so pissed off on you.this i the first time i cry so crazy,throwing all my pillow here and there.blaming every single thing to my ownself.idont know what i've done.i couldn't think.when my mum came in my room,i acted sleeping early,but she did nt see tears coming out.even i have friendship problem with those of them,i only cry but nt until like this.so terrible.this is what happen when we're too happy.cried too much.and is like im having fever.hope is not.i dont know how what will happen after 2mrw.for all this new year.we are only happy tgt for ONE day.and gone.all i could remember that glenys said that-
anything can happen anytime,anywhere,any place ~~