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Wednesday, 11 February 2009 -{'19:38
everytime i see you,i just feel like running away
idontknow why,when that day i read the past
message that i saved what you send about
what happen last year when you ignore me
& u say that because you think that
you are not important as a friend,
on that time, i just wish it will not happen again,
but now?i guess its happening all over again,
and i think you are thinking abt the thing again?
idontknow.but why you are ignoring me now and then
let me tell you,we can go school together but
that dosent mean im happy with you,
now,im always putting a fake smile on my face,
if you see now,i always have no mood,
& somemore when i look at you,
do you know i cried in the hall today?!
do ever know why?
i know there is something you're hiding from me,
oh pls.its so obvious that you are !
you look so suspicious when you do something
infront of behind me that i dunno.
yea i know you like SOMEONE in BB i think.
if it is i think its too obvious to know.you know i dunno about it
& yet you still dare to say cos i havent know.
i really lost LOTS of trust on you!how i wish i could hate you!
how i wish that you're not my bestfriend!
my heart is just so pain,when i cant accept the fact.
what the point treating you good & this is waht i get
whats the point i care for you?!
whats the point im being good to you for all this time!
why no one knows where im standing at?i just feel like throwing all my anger.
if you can see,i nvr message you any longer that much,unless its important,
just wasting my time messaging while you dont reply me at all,
& in school i wont communicate with you that much,
talking to you more,sometimes i just wan to throw my anger,
sometime im happy talking to you
nvr talk to you,i felt upset,but i had no choice,
dont come and say im close to juniors & forget you all,
is we all are getting further frm each other
how i wish that im not in this school or maybe die NOW!