Tomorrow my big day ?
But who cares ?
Nothing good gonna happen .
bad things happen alrd -.-
Im not looking forward to it already .
Malay friends ask me go Hari Raya Outing tomorrow ,
But i insist to go bcos i wanted to ask you , my friend to accompany me
since im just boredd .
Wait for ur decision , took so longgg ..
want go out , you ask go study can ?
it so boring when go study during my day can .
I ask you out because im afraid i wont able to keep in touch w you anymore
after i graduate it .
Its so hard to ask you out when everytime you keep ..
Last year went out , what we do ? Study alsoo .. -.-
I know you spent lots of time preparing things for me ..
i appreciate it .
i thought asking you out tmrw , will not be so boring sitting at home ..
But now argue already , shall forget abt my plans liaoo .
I dun even not looking forward for my birthday cake , Not even tmrw .
Because of this , I suddenly got fever due to crying too muchhh ..
Everything just got worst in just A Minute . -.-
I dun wishh to argue with my friendss anymore
especially at this kind of timeee ....

1) I hope i can pass my n lvl
2) I hope that Cat remember my birthdayy
3) I hope everything will get better ASAP .
4) I hope i can DIE tomorrow :D

Accompany Mummy go hospital yesterday and today ,
bcos daddy yesterday need go operation ,
Put screw at his shoulder due to 3 months ago the accident
he is discharge today , but he need 1 month MC .
He quit his job cos he cant work heavy thingss .
now only left mummy working .
therefore , Jie and Kor have to support this family
by giving money .
still have to pay hosp bill which cos 2000++
pay for House bill .
this year , is just unlucky , but have to accept the fact .