Onew & Jongkey !
:)

Tomorrow is NgMingHwee 17th Birthday !
Going to her house to Steamboat & celebrate her birthday :))
Hoping tmrw will go smoothly ...

Sometimes i wonder ,
why am i still keeping all the past post ?
Shouldnt i delete in the first place ,
but i dun have the heart to delete it ,

Minho & Onew :D
LOL :)

had great time with 5a2 during ECP Outing :DD
sadly about half of the class go only i guess ..
me , Jieyi , Haijing , Xuanyi , Kinwee , Ryan.Y , Kelvin , Kington , Junying ,
Chakka , Aaron , Nicholas , Feng Rong , Renald ..
I want more outing ??
Didnt know they are actually friendly , ahahas :)

on the 29/1 , i may not be going out with someone ,
But i still have fun ttm .
school>home>school>ECP>Dinner with Familys>Marina Barrage>Marina South pier :))
tiring and fun long day yeaa .

Jongkey Again yea !! <3
its 1:28am now !
LOL . and im not asleep !
ahahah !

hope this week will be like last week :D

LOLLOL ! Cute larhhs !! :DD


Ohmanxs ! im so stress about the tuition things larhs !!
this gonna make me go crazyy !!

Hehehehs :DD

you're so nice to me nowadays ,
is there any meaning behind it ?
i really hope everything is alright nowww ~

isit possible for me not to care about you anymore ?

its 4.19am NOW !!
LOL
I fall asleep halfway yesterday when i was msging :(
Anyway School was somehow great larhs horhhs
But So many hmwk to be done this weekend D:]
Yesterday(Friday) around 7++ was ironing my ncc uniform ,
suddenly Mh text , quickly get changed and cabbed to
Kovan to meet up . Meet at Popular , then go Printing Shop
to print something and while waiting went to Popular again ..
ahaha . She finally decided which storybook to buy ,
while paying ,
suddenly got someone make my neck !
and it was Mdm Martini !!!
infront of us , was his small son queuing up LOL
went to the cd shop awhile and went to collect photo .
then walked to pet shop which took 10minutes walk from kovan .
then back to kovan -.- but nvm ..
wanted to go back to pop/cd shop , but both closed liao ,
went to buy bubbletea @ sweettalk . and of cos is not i drink larhs .
then went home .
walked to the opposite side to take cab since she also need go opposite .
waited for cab and she walked home .
long queue for cab , while waiting suddenly phone rang !!
Thought Mummy call sia . haahah .
It was her and she got scared by the peoples who are walking theree .
and homey and continue ironing then use com and fall asleep :)))

i Somehow forgot what really happen in school :))

It was a short time , but i felt like we talk so much today ..
I Should Stop calling you idiot , or dumb .
it was a countless yesterday ! i cant control it !!
most important ,
i should stop hurting you by not saying that youre using me .

Why must you keep hurting me more ?!!
Dumb !!
Im so mad !
If I know i should go Higher Nitec ,
And let out friendship drift apart moree ..
Why are you my bestfriend ?
you've been ...
Ignoring me ,
shooing me away ,
& manyy .. .
how great ...

tomorrow school again ,
Hell againn ..

Everything changed when school closed ..
What did i do wrong , until it turn up this wayy

School was somehow great ..
but at this point of time ,
hell is waiting for me ,
it gonna be a toturing year !!
im so gonna be dead .
how i wish i could back out now !!
manxs !
im gonna be crazyyy soon !!
why did i even decide to go sec 5 ?!!
I feel like killing myself for choosing this pathway !!
but going olevel was my dream since youngg ..
but until sec 4 i changed my mind ..
and now i change my mind back .
LOL .
next week gonna die liaoo .
Homework + books + teacher + worksheets + etc ..
need to find tuition sooon ...

I don't know who you're refering too ,
but im quite sure it is me ,
i don't know why you're pissed off ,
i ask you why you reply me like that w exclamation mark ,
when i ask you something abt school ,
you said i should know why ,
i ask that ure pissed of with me ,
you said i should know ?
So who isit youre pissed off ?
Me ?? Really me ?
but thats the only possible answerr uhhs ..
bcos we dun talk nowadays , so i dun really know what is going onn ..
But why youre pissed off with me todayy then ?
What did i do ?
I didnt even talk to you in school ,
if it was really me who make u pissed off ,
tell me what did i do ?
Or maybe about ....
i don't know ..

we both know our friendship getting more apart ,
but we don't know what to do ..
what am i suppose to do to make the friendship closer back ?
why isit so hard to communicate with you ?!
talk to you , sometimes until we quarell like thatt ..
eventhough we may not be close as last time ,
you're still my best friend ,
and always are , thats not gonna change ..

Did i do something wrong again ??
-.-
this thingg really pull my mood all the way down to the ground ..
I should be excited to get my itouch later on ,
But .. after all the thing happened at midnight ,
i only thinkk abt my mistake ..
I AM SO SORRY MILLION TIMES TO YOU !!!!!
never say sorry , it just make me feel moree ...
Its not i dunwan to hear youu ..
But i just dunwan you to hurt yourself by telling me that thinggg ...
and you come telling me your thoughts
and me feel dissapointed at myself .. and it feel hurt ..
i get more & more fragile nowadays ..
i was happy all day longg this few days ,
bcos something somehow solvedd ..
I thought knowing you ,
is a good thing ,
where i can share things ,
as we get to know longer ,
it seems that ,
some problem pop out ..
and gets more serious ..
.....

Goodbye 2010 & hello 2011 !!
Its time to start my life on a new page ..

Bought books & stationery & shoe for school :)


It seems that Our friendship gonna change ..
Hoping it gonna change to be a good wayy
& not becoming more worst & drifting ..
i'll make sure i will have time to text ..
Really hope we would able to catch up those times ..
Shall Keep this low Profile , Ahahas ..
& no one know we are okay