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Monday, 7 March 2011 -{'19:07

What now ?
Another Major Problem come about of out sudden ..
I never expect this to happen after all that thing ..
During the thing , i know you've change ,
but i didnt say anything ,
and pretend nothing happen ,
& everything is Normall .
But days goes by ,
it seems unstable ,
awhile we talk okayokay , awhile not ..
and today ...
Worst ...
and waht somemore after you said it ..
and ppl ask , why you like that ?
and why am i not talkingg to youu ?
and i started thinking so much ,
i feel pain , keep wanting to cry , which i did ,
i keep thinking what am i suppose to do ,
and feel like just commit suicide ,
So what if i have alot of ppl to talk to ?!!
i never say i blame you !
maybe partly was my fault too ..
I dunno..
If you said it was my fault ,
whatever it is , i accept it .
Not only youu feeling tired of it ,
i feel tired of it also !!
I tot nothing will happen alrd , but it seems ,
it get really really really really worst !!
I dunno if this can be solve . .
im trying so hard to prevent all this to happen ,
but it still happenn ..
i say its weird , cos , we're driftingg ..
we're so cold towards one another ..
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it took a million effort and long time to build this friendship ,
but it took a second and without effort to end this ..
Ohhs ! Im so not going to let it end !!
Even if i do , i will solve it again after everythingg ..
that wont happen ..
Just forget about what has happen ,
and just pretend nothing happen cann ??
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I cried , until i got no more tears
to cryy .. its totally dryy , no more water . .
everytime i got problem with someone
i really treasured , i will just break down ...