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Monday, 16 May 2011 -{'18:05

Everything was alright ..
only one thing is not .
My results ..
this time im really disspointed with myself ..
hmmm ...
anyway i must not have so much high hope on trial exam ,
this is the first of real exam ive experience in sec 5 .
furthermore , sec 4NA to sec 5NA/4E of cos there is much difference ..
thats why im getting a crappy results ..
Just one word that i feel after getting my results ..
which is
REGRET ..
why the hell did i make such choices ?!!
why i decided to go to sec 5 ?
today got back english and malayy ..
dissapointed is truee that i am ..
but i did my best .
my english have been always like that ,
by luckk ..
my malay has improved im gladd ..
but still a C ..
Got back 3 subject alrd , if add all the points , its alrd more than 18 i guess ..
eurghh ..
today went to Nex With syafiqin ,
talk about studies ..
she rather shock i would sayy ..
WHY ON EARTH PPL HAVE SO MUCH EXPECTATION FROM ME ?ppl always have high hope on me , while im just getting poor result ..
if its true what she said , i hope ,
Prelim or O lvl will provee me that they/she are rightt ..
i really hope all my hard workk will be paid off for o lvl results ..
since all my hard work does not paid off this trial exam ..
did discuss with her abt courses ,
she do encourage me to take engineering ..
i guess i shall learn more abt it ..
engineering ? chemicaltechnology ? hospitality&tourism ?
hmmm ..