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Friday, 24 June 2011 -{'00:00

im totally out of moood ...
whatever that i do in processing , i guess i shall stopp ..
it really makes me dun feel like doing it anymore ..
i scared it will be waste of my effort doinggg all sooo ..
I feel like i want to diee noww .. noww ..
If only im not scared of the knife ,
i would have take the knife and stab myself at this damn fcking time !!
I dun get it , why ever since i stepped in secondary school ,
my life bcome so torturous !
every year there is things happpeningg .. and im experiencing alot of things that i hate mostt ...
and this i regrett ..
i regret coming this school , i regret going sec 5 , and i regret for whatever i did now and before ..
you know , I actually wanted to make this
Promise to you and have this BIG consequences if i fail to do soo .
but i shall not ...