Its been 2months plus since i last blogged ! WOAH !
real long .. its seems like there's quite a few changes or should i say big changes .
LOL .. Anyway it alrd the 5th week of school !
Fast or what ! WTS .
As days goes by , most project to do , therefore more stress ..
Poly life still giving me stress ... But the freedom we have in school was great ..
Just that ... The freedom they gave is not for free . You have to pay it by completing those project ..
And of course , its for our own goood too ..
week 5 - 8 is full of test .. SERIOUSLY .. im gona fail it anw ..
my Math and chemistry from Very good become Good . From Good Become Bad then Very bad !
Ohohs .. I had a great bunch of classmates !
Ahahaha ! They are just simply nice ..
And those group of girls im very close too just awesome ..
Not what i expect actually .. But .... still .. im scared to be nice to themm ..
Im afraid if they will one day take advantage of me . Though i Know THEY WON'T ..
I have enough of the past ..

And about work .. No longer working but should be back to office to work During june holidays .
But one thing for sure , though im no longer working , i still do go back to office every friday to Play pool with Adi and spend some times with my colleagues !
and they Bought for me Sentosa Islander pass ! HEhehes .  thanks .

Im still unsure if i should join kayak .
I join because my friend ask me too .. but at same time i want because i can develop my skill since i alrd had one star kayak . Hmmm .. but .. idk ..
kayak training held every monday which is land training ..
and first training i went , it was like ... the next day whole body aching for like 3-4 days .
2nd time i went , my arm ach .. this coming monday will be the third training ..
dunno what will happen next .. LOL
but because of kayak , i get to know my this friend more ..
And made me get closer ..

Me & minghwee .. im glad we are still good friend or maybe best friend ..
still close .. and of course we get to know each other more better ..
and appreaciate one another ... Sharing secrets .. share our problems ..
this seems to be much more better compared to our secondary school ..
esp after we admit our mistakes and our unhappiness about one another !

And lastly about youu ...
I dunno whether my feel for you is real or not ....
but why do i feel jealous when youre so close with other girls ..
and when you talk about your exs .. really ..
sacrifising some of my times for you .. but .. well ..
you dont seems to be noticing anything ..
But nvm .. the best if you don't know anything :)
<3