Probably im in in love with you too muchh ..
Way too much perhaps ??
But i couldnt show it too obvious ..
Loving you quietly , admiring you with you noticing ..
caring for you all the time without you knowing ..
Always angryy when you talk about those girls ..
so mad ..
my heart boiling as i hear it ..
All i could do is to act as if nothings happen .
Nothing at all ..
I fall for you from the beginning . Right from the start i already do .
But i didnt know i could fall for you so deep ..... Too deep.
that i felt so hurt ... so so hurt ..
I wish you could be mine.. Be mine forever ..
But i cant be self fish ..
I wish you know about my feeling for you ..
But that is impossible
Maybe it is best fr you not to know right ?
ya , thats should be best
I should just continue look at you from far and quietly ..
yes i should.
and it should be that way ..

<3

Huhuhu . once again 2 months since i last post ..

Anyway school life are okay .. but probably not studies . esp math !!
DAMN! I used to be good ! But hell not this time !!
im failing it way badlyy .... Fck it !
I realised someth when i enter poly life , i dun really encounter friendship problem like how i used to experience it .
Instead , im hurting because of a guy ..
Not in r/s but im hurt . And im not gonna let you know about it !!
:P
But well , ever since i know you , i alrd like you ..
Let me like you secretly without you knowing .. thats the best !

Okay , anyway Last Fri(6/7/12) had dinner with colleagues .
it was supposed to be 6 of us . but end up 3 of us( Adi Geok Li me)
So yea .. I end sch at 3. dilly dallly to Millenia walk .
Mrt-ed to City hall . walk to raffles  then to suntec and sat at Coffee Bean @ Millenia walk.
waited for both of them since 5 till 7.15 ?
While at coffee bean i was stdying Organic Chem using laptop ..

Had dinner at Fika Cafe & Bistro ! it is a sweedish restaurant
and it is awesome !! was thr from 7.20 till 10pm . AHAHAHHAS .
But GeokLi dun let me pay my meal :(
GL , i just think youre the most awesome and Great AsstDirector i ever known ..
But sometimes , i feel like im a kid . OKay i likee when u treat nice , but let me pay lar:((
But well, since u promised that u let me treat you Mc Donald meal the next time ,
then okay ! I shall . Or im gonna get mad !
HAHAHAS ! Thanks alott . Pity you that you dont have a child though you want it and love to have one .. I can imagine how it will be like if you have a child to accompany you .. a loving mother who give all her love and care of the child :))
feel great to have you who actually like a mother sometimes , who nag at me , advice me , who first knows abt me and him . LOL .
September when im back for work , it will my treat for MC !!

And oh yaa .. i hope my class recover well .. dun get sick ppl !